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ツWolfie - so what if we dont know what to do!

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About Me

I was told not so long ago that i dont remember the context it was said in that "This world is a messed up place kid, all you really need is someone who loves you." Isnt that true enough for us all to say? I dont know what to do with myself nowadays. Things have been so rushed and so high-energy that it gets hard to think about whats going to happen even five minuites from now. The facts about myself are the things that dictate alot of my decisions. ((Im 17 years old preparing to move on with my adoptive family, Ive known them for nine years, but they became family a little over a year and a half ago.)) Its crazy how things work out, but now that the things causing the previously said to occur are now long past...I dont regret a single solitairy moment of my life.
Id like to be the one that she holds, the one to make her feel at home, the one to grow old with, love, cherish forever. We could be so good for eachother, neither of us has any idea. funny, she may read this and not know who she is...i hate how things like this overcomplicate themselves.style="position:absolute; left:0px; top: 0px;" border="0"

My Interests

I love to Write, and play soccer. Classical Music is a rediscovered passion thanks to my Dad. Heh, I love art. In my spare time I still play guitar and sing. Meditation and music is my way of escaping. I wouldnt say im extremely religious but hey I wont lie to you, Im very open about my religion. Overall I think I have a pretty good life, and I wouldnt trade it for the world.Because it shouldnt HURT to be a kid.

I'd like to meet:

The one and only Synyster Gates

Music:

All American Rejects, Alexi Murdoch,Augustana, Avenged Sevenfold,BBMak, The Beastie Boys, Beck, Bethoven, Beulah, Billy Connolly, Billy Joel, Blue Oyster Cult,Bon Jovi, Cartel, Coheed And Cambria, Clash, Copeland, Creed, Daughtry, Dead Beet Soup, Death Cab for Cutie, Dirty Pretty Things, DragonForce,Finger 11, Five Times August, Foreigner, The Fratellis, Fuel, Grease, Gym Class Heroes, Hinder, Interpol, James Blunt, Jason Reeves, Jem, John Mayer, Jonathan Rice, Joshua Radin, Keane, Kings of Leon, Live,Loose Fur, Lynyard Skynyard, Mama Earth, Metallica, Midlake, Moby, Modest Mouse, Muse, My Chemical Romance, My Morning Jacket, Nada Surf, Nickelback, Nirvana, Ozomatli, Ozzy Osbourne, Patrick Park, Paul McCartney, Peter Frampton, Phantom Planet,Relient K, Rocco DeLuca & The Burden, Ryan Cabrera, Sabastian Bach, Say Anything, Sergei Rachmaninov, Snow Patrol, Spin Doctors, Steriogram, Steve Winwood, Steven Lynch, Sugar Ray, Sugarcult, Super Furry Animals, Taylor Hicks, Tenacious D, The Album Leaf, The Arctic Monkies, The Autumn Defense, The Eels, The Format, The Fray, The Goo Goo Dolls, The Hush Sound, The Killers, The Long Winters, The Mars Volta, The Perishers, The Postal Service, The Raconteurs,The Rosewood Thieves, The Sammies, The Scene Asthetic The Shins, The Thrills, The Walkmen, The Whigs, The White Stripes, This Providence, Tonic, Wolfmother Yellow Card. And many more.

Movies:

Broken Lizard's Club Dread, Gone in 60 seconds, Blue Streak, Ace Ventura Pet Detective, Stealth, The Marksman, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, Godzilla (The old one), The Adventures of Keith the Freedom Shark Salesmen

Television:

Billy Connolly the best comedian/actor/musician ever. UFC Live! E3 1982-2006 FASTLANE

Books:

The Giver, Gathering Blue, The messenger, The Hole in the Sky, Rose Red, Under a War Torn Sky, The Scarlet Letter, Julius Caesar, The Greek Poets. I more enjoy poetry than books. so ill just put a few of my favorites here: Edgar Allen Poe, Rudyard Kipling, Rabindranath Tagore, William Butler Yeats, Gabriela Mistral, Hermann Hesse, T. S. Eliot, Oscar Wilde Boris Pasternak, Pablo Neruda, Czeslaw Milosz, Wole Soyinka, Joseph Brodsky, Octavio Paz, Derek Walcott, Seamus Heaney, Wislawa Szymborska, Harold Pinter E. E. Cummings, Walt Whitman, William Wordsworth, Allen Ginsberg.
Conclusions of the past year. Do what you do because you love it, keep it simple and youll have a good time with it, dont let anyone take it away or try to change it. If it brings you joy, then its fine the way it is, no matter what people say. What people say and what people do are two totally different things, dont depend on someones word just because they are the most honest person you've met. False hope is no consilaton for real hope. Blood is thicker than water, yet just as easily spilled. Everyone fights, and some wounds never heal. Dont waste time trying to convince everyone your right, really its not worth your time. Lets face it no religion gives you a right to preach like your God himself. Fighting over the little issues, leaves the big ones unsolved. While focusing on the bigger issues leaves the littler ones overlooked. The best answer sometimes is no answer. Inspiration dosnt always come from obvious places. Every once in a while youll find a friend who understands you like you were them and they were you, Its perfect pure and the best thing that will ever happen to you. Dont try to hide your emotions, that just makes things more complicated. People are jerks, enough said...but whatever you know. Words are nothing to get worked up over, even though more often than not your going to anyways.
The greatest inspirations. Edith Sitwell-A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort.
Hermann Hesse-The farther behind I leave the past, the closer I am to forging my own character.
Harrison Ford-Things do not change; we change. James Gordon-Change has a considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful it is threatening because it means that things may get worse. To the hopeful it is encouraging because things may get better. To the confident it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better.
Andrew Carnegie-The best thing to give to your enemy is forgiveness; to an opponent, tolerance; to a friend, your heart; to your child, a good example; to a father, deference; to your mother, conduct that will make her proud of you; to yourself, respect; to all men, charity.
Albert Einstein-Common sense is the collection of prejudices acquired by age eighteen.
Don Wood-Stupid is forever, ignorance can be fixed. Abigail Adams-We have too many high sounding words, and too few actions that correspond with them.
Aristotle-All human actions have one or more of these seven causes: chance, nature, compulsion, habit, reason, passion, and desire.
Carolyn Wells-Actions lie louder than words.
Dante Gabriel Rossetti-The worst moment for the atheist is when he is really thankful and has nobody to thank.
Eleanor Roosevelt-I think that somehow, we learn who we really are and then live with that decision.
Robert Fritz-If you limit your choices only to what seems possible or reasonable, you disconnect yourself from what you truly want, and all that is left is a compromise. Arnold Bennett-Having once decided to achieve a certain task, achieve it at all costs of tedium and distaste. The gain in self-confidence of having accomplished a tiresome labor is immense.
Henry S. Haskins-Treat the other man's faith gently; it is all he has to believe with. His mind was created for his own thoughts, not yours or mine.
William Shakespeare-He wears his faith but as the fashion of his hat.
Charles Baudelaire-There exist only three beings worthy of respect: the priest, the soldier, the poet. To know, to kill, to create.
John Keats-Poetry should please by a fine excess and not by singularity. It should strike the reader as a wording of his own highest thoughts, and appear almost as a remembrance.
Henrik Tikkanen-Truly great madness cannot be achieved without significant intelligence.
Martin Luther King Jr.-In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends. Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.
Oscar Wilde-I adore simple pleasures. They are the last refuge of the complex.

Heroes:

My hero would have to be my father, David Gormong. Im proud to call him dad. Hes a guy thats not afraid when things get tough. Hes a leader, and hes teaching me to be a real man. Im looking forward to living life again, mostly because of his influence in my life.
Junk here.

My Blog

My Testimony: A journey into feeling (2007)

Well I was looking through old school folders and things to throw out and i stumbled upon somthing I had written for our speach class. I thought it might be a nice add to the website so here it i...
Posted by ÄWolfie - so what if we dont know what to do! on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 12:25:00 PST

An Impromptu Baptism

Well as it is the title is pretty self explanitory but the story is just a little more interesting and unusual than its title has givin it credit for... but enought about that heres the tale.   T...
Posted by ÄWolfie - so what if we dont know what to do! on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 11:20:00 PST

Its falling apart all over again.

My somach muscles hurt from the crying, I feel nauseated but in Gods cruel sence he wont let me throw up somthing I didnt eat. I feel abandoned, lonely, God must hate me. Taking away anythin...
Posted by ÄWolfie - so what if we dont know what to do! on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 06:41:00 PST

Waking Up Chapter 1 - Stephen wolfe

Copyright 2007 by Stephen Wolfe All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or...
Posted by ÄWolfie - so what if we dont know what to do! on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 09:09:00 PST

=] And the funny thing is....

Ever since a few months ago, change has become a daily routine, Ive been waking up every morning anticipating whats going to happen. And usually somthing does, most for the good, some for the bad, but...
Posted by ÄWolfie - so what if we dont know what to do! on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 06:38:00 PST

Anti-retrograde year!

Well i guess its the start of another year. All you can really do is smile and hope this year tops the last. Things you'll never forget will happen, people will be met, people will be forgotten.&...
Posted by ÄWolfie - so what if we dont know what to do! on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 10:12:00 PST

Sorry in advance....

Okay, i dont know whats going on, but I've noticed that ive become a very different person, I dont know what caused a change this fast, but it happens.I like different music, ive basically stopped tal...
Posted by ÄWolfie - so what if we dont know what to do! on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 10:42:00 PST

Ugh, its the end to a bad sitcom.

well, seems my life really has come to a stand still lately. Faced with the challenge of moving on as two of my good friends are moving away, the rest are graduating taking their G.E.D for their senio...
Posted by ÄWolfie - so what if we dont know what to do! on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 06:14:00 PST

Semco and an interest.

The crew and I came up to turn an old broken down factory, into a Voyur of sorts. Bringing the kids off the streets and givin them a real place to party. Non alchoholic so the minors can get in. The c...
Posted by ÄWolfie - so what if we dont know what to do! on Sat, 13 May 2006 11:51:00 PST

Read this.....

  Another one got caught today, it's all over the papers.  "TeenagerArrested in Computer Crime Scandal", "Hacker Arrested after BankTampering"... Damn kids.  They're all alike. But did ...
Posted by ÄWolfie - so what if we dont know what to do! on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 03:53:00 PST