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JUXTAPOSED EXISTENCE

THE DOWNFALL OF MAN BEGINS WHEN THE LINES BEGIN TO BLUR

About Me

...SLEEP OF WHICH LURES DEATH AS IT CLOSES IN, WHERE RESISTENCE IS FUTILE AND ALSO UNCERTAIN. UNCERTAINTY HAS BECOME KEY TO ALL, BUT CHOICE LIES IN THE HEARTS OF MAN WHO BLINDLY SEARCH FOR ANSWERS TO FIND, IN THE END, WHAT THEY HAD ALREADY KNOWN BUT HAD CHOSEN TO IGNORE. THIS VESSEL IN WHICH I AM CONFINED TO ONLY SERVES AS A TOOL OF GUIDANCE. AN EXPERIENCE WHICH CAN NEVER BE ALTERED BUT DISTORTED BY DENIAL'S DECEPTION AND MIDNIGHT DELLUSIONS. "THE SHADOW THAT STOOD BY THE SIDE OF THE ROAD ALWAYS REMINDS ME OF YOU" ECHOING ALONG DANCING WAVES THAT FLICKER LIKE CANDLE LIGHTS CAUGHT IN A BREEZE. MY EYELASH IN THE DARK, THAT FLUTTERS AS AN UNDERTONE BETWEEN LAYERS THAT SEPARATE THOUGHTS WITHIN MY MIND AND YET, MY VESSEL IS DISTANT AS MECHANIZED THOUGHTS DISTURB WHAT IS NOT SEEN, NOT REALLY ME, A SOUL I MAINTAIN. LAUGHTER SURROUNDING ME, SICKENS AS DEAD AIR FILLS THE ROOM. PERCEPTION IS REGUARDED HIGH BUT PURE EXISTENCE HAS DROWNED. COMPLICATIONS LEAD TO NON DESIRE AS ENDLESS POSSIBILITIES ARE DOUBLE STANDARDS AND EUPHEMISMS THAT MASK REALITY. PUT YOUR ABOUT ME SECTION HERE! Changes may take up to 2 mins to show on your profile

My Interests

ART, MUSIC, PHOTOGRAPHY, S&M, PATENT LEATHER, VINYL, VELVET, BLACK LACE, FELINES, TREES, DIMLY LIT ROOMS, THE SOUND OF LEAVES SCATTERING ALONG THE GROUND AS THE WIND GENTLY BLOWS, BUTTERFLY KISSES, SPONTANEITY OF TRAVEL, POSSIBLE CURE FOR INSOMNIA, SCIENCE, POLITICS, HISTORY, ENGINEERING, CRAFTSMANSHIP, WELDING, OXIDIZED METALS, VICTORIAN ATTIRE, VICTORIAN -STYLE HOMES, REAL VINTAGE, INTELLIGENCE,....ETC.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

NIN, DEPECHE MODE, BAUHAUS, DEAD CAN DANCE, TOOL, BJORK, MORRISSEY/THE SMITHS, CRASS, DEVO, DAVID BOWIE, THE CURE, NEW ORDER, JOY DIVISION, SIOUXSIE AND THE BANSHEES, DEAD KENNEDY'S, THE DAMNED, THE CLASH, THE DOORS, PETER MURPHY, MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE, MINISTRY, JOHN LENNON, KMFDM, A PERFECT CIRCLE, ALIEN SEX FIEND, RECOIL (A. WILDER), LOU REED/THE VELVET UNDERGROUND, BRIAN ENO, INTERPOL.....AND THE LIST GOES ON.

Movies:

2001: A Space Odyssey, Hedwig and the Angry Itch, Labyrinth, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Koyaniquatsi, Donnie Darko, Wedding Crashers, Glen or Glenda, ....and more but not much considering the fact that I am not exposed to much of pop-culture films.

Television:

Watch very little... but I do like Jeopardy, The first 48, The Office, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Crossing Jordan, Law and order: SVU, Adult Swim, Project Runway, The History Channel, National Geographic, The Science Channel and that's it.... but I say I watch very little, so I if I do.... I have already listed them.

Books:

THE METAMORPHOSIS~ FRANZ KAFKA, 1984~ GEORGE ORWELL, BRAVE NEW WORLD~ ALDOUS HUXLEY, FARENHEIT 451~ RAY BRADBURY, THE STRANGER~ ALBERT CAMUS, **WORKS BY HENRY DAVID THOREAU & WILLIAM FAULKNER (THE "SHORT" EXCERPT FROM 'GO DOWN MOSES' -THE BEAR....ONE OF MY FAVORITES CONSIDERING THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET THE PAINSTAKING ANALYZATION OF IT'S CONTENT AND MEANING) ...CHAUCER...ETC.

Heroes:

MOTHER NATURE, Strong women.

My Blog

And Then... (Construction Time Again)

A prime example of why I am a (visual) artist.I could never vocally project my emotions. Now I live in a semi schizophrenic state due to my over-analyzation of existence in the world and my significa...
Posted by JUXTAPOSED EXISTENCE on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 03:02:00 PST

Where Dead Ends Meet

I catch myself speaking where I mean not to.Of anxiety that only lives in my head. I use language that is foul.I use language describing of events that are not real. Describing events that possibly t...
Posted by JUXTAPOSED EXISTENCE on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 04:21:00 PST

Of foulness that lingers

....just to make note of things :)Actions speak louder than words, especially when you've heard these so called justifications become mere excuses. It becomes tiring to hear the same old "yata yata" ...
Posted by JUXTAPOSED EXISTENCE on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 08:56:00 PST

Suck

I am on a NIN kick...........(hmmm which is about 99% of the time LOL)There is no God up in the sky tonightNo sign of heaven anywhere in sightAll that was true is left behindOnce I could see now I am ...
Posted by JUXTAPOSED EXISTENCE on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 02:44:00 PST

still

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y7fsHtkNU7w The day the whole world went away Nine Inch Nails...
Posted by JUXTAPOSED EXISTENCE on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 04:50:00 PST

The difficulty of expressing when always recording

I am the messengerwith lips parted but silentmy eyes glistening upon the world in awehere I am in an invisible boxtrappedsymbolic of a trinket one keepsup high, out of reachThe day coming and going li...
Posted by JUXTAPOSED EXISTENCE on Thu, 29 May 2008 01:25:00 PST

For those who skip the part about love.......

It is sad to see the people you once loved and cared about dwindle into their own-once manifested self indulging... to the point where all inhibitions about their own self image and consideration of o...
Posted by JUXTAPOSED EXISTENCE on Mon, 26 May 2008 08:55:00 PST

Our Prayers In Motion ..... or not

In a dream longing to awaken.Strenuous inquiries while thoughts slip through hands,Whilst the ego battles the illusion of surrender,The minds' depicting of midnight sands,of the Victor's image so eage...
Posted by JUXTAPOSED EXISTENCE on Fri, 23 May 2008 09:08:00 PST

Illusion

As I gently wake from my slumber*(1), I notice my surroundings. I feel as though I am in a perpetual dream, eternal and unbound by limitations. It is euphoric and surreal as I am physically unrespons...
Posted by JUXTAPOSED EXISTENCE on Tue, 20 May 2008 09:59:00 PST

Seclusion

I am stressed out (waiting till tomorrow to see if all is ok to give my two weeks at my current job).I am in a strange mood, I find solace in being alone away from others, I am associating people with...
Posted by JUXTAPOSED EXISTENCE on Mon, 19 May 2008 10:10:00 PST