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I found my faith in an unlikely place, and I found love in one sweet golden face.
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I'm Maria. My cat is my baby, a tawny-furred angel with gold eyes, whose earthly name is Ty. I've been in love, and I've been broken down in more ways than you could possibly know, unless it's happened to you, too. I have amazing friends, but they have their issues just like me. Sometimes I come on a little strong. I make racist jokes, but I mean none of them. I'm bisexual, liberal, and of a NeoPagan faith. I believe that Love is Love, despite your and your partner's fun parts. I'm a vegetarian. If you are cruel to animals, you have lost my respect. I don't hate on meat-eaters, I used to be a big one. But disrespect my beliefs, and you and I will have a problem. My only goal in life is to find peace with living. I've dealt and been diagnosed with clinical depression, and am currently on medication for it. It's a chemical imbalance in the brain, and not a personal issue, so don't be an asshole about it {Keyan} I'm a brat, a slut, a freak, and whatever else you want to call me. Your names do not define me. Respect is all I ask, and in many cases, it's as much as I can give. If you want to get to know me, message me. For now, I'm going to make myself some cheese and crackers, sit back, and let it all roll on.
*Maria*


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Petty Petals Perish Fast

You won't speak to meSo for what reason do I breathe?My stomach churns, emotions seetheI wish I didn't have to be.Days without you are miseryBut I've withstood so long, you seeI live my life in histor...
Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 21:13:00 GMT

For Reasons Unknown (a test of faith?)

I pack my case,I check my faceI look a little bit older,I look a little bit colder With one deep breath,and one big stepI move a little bit closer,I move a little bit closer For reasons unknown I caug...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Apr 2009 03:03:00 GMT

A Starless Night

I walk forever, searching for that placeWhere mirrors don't show me a lonely face.I search this earth, and the skies aboveBut nowhere do I find someone to love.As every day, the grayness seems to grow...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Mar 2009 18:08:00 GMT

Fuck You Lucy (excerpt)

Fuck, what happened?I got stuckThey can peel pieces of me off the grill of her truckUsed to walk with luckUsed to hold her handFell behind and played the role of a slower manI wanna stand on top of th...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Mar 2009 07:48:00 GMT

Feel Good Drag

"I'm here for you" she said"and we can stay for awhile,my boyfriend's gone,we can just pretend."Lips that need no introductionNow who's the greater sin?Your drab eyes seem to invite(tell me darling) W...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 07:59:00 GMT

Petals Falling

The magnolias are bloomingAnd sunlight is fading fast.The sky grows dark, the air is coldAs I look into the past.There are no "what ifs" to sooth regretNo more fantasies to tell.Looking at the dark, I...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Feb 2009 14:38:00 GMT

My Safest Slavery

I live for meBut die for you.Fight sabotageand make it through.But you live lifeall for me, too.This is somethingI never knew.I can't let youjust live a lie.To truly know meyou would die.But you won't...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Feb 2009 18:10:00 GMT

Pet's Pets

I'm starting to write this just because I need so badly to. I don't know what is wrong with him... How can he hurt so many people and just keep skipping along on his little sidewalk, stepping on all t...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Jan 2009 14:30:00 GMT

A Moonlit Haven

I will not be your sacrificeI never will give up my viceMeaningless is your adviceBecause my heart is filled with ice.I do it all as I see fitI refuse to feel like shitThrough those binding chains, I ...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 13:04:00 GMT

Knight Rider

I wake up with a smile,the greatest treasure in the world.He's got me so beguiled...I feel like a beautiful girl.With him, I cannot feel the painwhich used to be my life.I only hope it's not in vain.....
Posted by on Sun, 18 Jan 2009 08:21:00 GMT