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IF THE DEVIL WANTS TO DANCE WITH YOU, YOU BETTER SAY NEVER. BECAUSE A DANCE WITH THE DEVIL MIGHT LAS

About Me

"Love without Pain, is like Food without Taste."


Life is funny.
"...and crying out to the sky cause he was lonely and scared but only the devil responded, cause God wasn't there and right then he knew what it was to be empty and cold and so he jumped off the roof and died with no soul they say death takes you to a better place but I doubt it..."

"This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time"


"It's the sense of touch. In any real city, you walk, you know? You brush past people, people bump into you. In L.A., nobody touches you. We're always behind this metal and glass. I think we miss that touch so much, that we crash into each other, just so we can feel something."
I live like I am trying to die.
I don't feel that you need to talk just to make a situation easier. So shut up once in awhile, and enjoy the silence with me. There is not a lot I have to say about myself. I change my mind a lot. I work a lot.
"How you gonna tell me where to skate? Who to date? How to fcuk? How to kiss? Who to love? Who to diss? How to live? Somethings gotta give. We're talkin' s'it 'cause Life is a B'tch, you know it is. Everybody tryin' to get rich. G*ddamn, all I wanna do is Live."
Chad Andrew Van Camp is my life's work. Nothing in the world makes me more proud than that boy. He is my only blood brother. He is the greatest bigger/younger brother anyone could ask for.
"I'll be one tough act to follow"
You will all miss me when I am gone. You won't realize it until it's too late, and you won't be able to say I didn't warn you.
I WILL SIGN AUTOGRAPHS FOR YOU IF YOU ASK NICELY.
I Am Alive.
I love Dying.
Don't love me.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

"Hold the person that you love closely if there next to you. The one you love, not the person who simply has sex with you. Appreciate them to the fullest extent, and then beyond. Because you never really know what you've got, until it's gone." That girl.

God, Edward Norton, Marilyn Manson, Barack Obama, Bill Clinton (coolest pres of all time), Brad Pitt (the freaking fruit loop!), Marky Mark Wahlberg, Justin Timberlake,, Bill Gates, Brian Urlacher ( he is lolz), Tony Danza, and many, many others.

"DIAMONDS DON'T CHEAT, DIAMONDS DON'T LIE, DIAMONDS ARE FOREVER, DIAMONDS NEVER DIE"

My Blog

This Is Your Life

...And you open the door and you step inside. We're inside our hearts. Now, imagine your pain as a white ball of healing light. That's right, it's your pain the pain itself is a ball of healing ...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Jan 2009 00:00:00 GMT

Love letters

[[Name withheld]] A.K.A "[[Nickname Withheld]]"[[Phone Number withheld]]When I saw you earlier I thought you were cute! I came back just to see you, Charlie! By the way my name is [[Name Withheld]], b...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 01:12:00 GMT

Death is funny

How being brought up with it can affect you. The things I have seen, most people will not believe and cannot handle. You may think I am being dramatic, but my true friends know I am not. And people, w...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 07:35:00 GMT

My lucky Shirt (A long kiss goodnight, and goodbye)

After tomorrow, I will be sending my lucky shirt into exile. Which means I will not wear it for a long time. It will be a sad sad day when I retire it. But it needs to happen. I have had it for years,...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Nov 2008 00:42:00 GMT