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I am an enigma. I'm lost, alone and confused. I am a mystery even to myself. My mind is fragile. Like a mirror reflecting images of a broken childhood i long to forget. Its a labyrinth of repressed and fresh memories tearing my sanity apart. Playing over and over again like an old black and white film that I cant stop myself from replaying. A self punishment. I am oblivious to the world and the world is oblivious to me. I'm a girl that enjoys the company and loves the affections of the same sex and have been ridiculed for it. My own family is ashamed of me. I'm scared. Scared of people, being touched, getting close and scared of loss. I'm scared of being me. But out of the all the things I am. The one thing that I truly am.......... I am unwanted!And sadly.... this to applies to me.....BEGINNERS GUIDE TO BEING A BITCH-HERMIT.
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RIDDLE ME THIS!!!!

Why can't it just be like when we were kids? That feeling of sweet ignorant freedom from the world and all its cruelties that only a child knows. That overwhelming sensation of peace as you gaze into ...
Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 03:28:00 GMT

SKULL FUCKING

This little video is the Governments comments on ocular penetrationENJOY!Live From Congress: The Skull Fucking Bill Of 2007 Add to My Profile | More Videos.
Posted by on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 13:14:00 GMT

I Am Your Blasphemous Child

I was a child born into a family that does not understand the way I feel... The affections I have for the same sex are considered an abomination in the eyes of the demons that spawned my very existenc...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 20:17:00 GMT

CHRISTMAS SUCKS

If you have any doubts to the veracity (truth) of what I write, just go look it up on google, and deal with it. In college, I minored in non-Christian religions. I got exposed to everything from Witch...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 20:58:00 GMT

Sunday Flowers

I left her world without saying good bye.I didn't mean to.I love her so much but everything happened so quickly.I left her with no one to guide her.I left her with no one to care for her.I left her al...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 16:26:00 GMT

Fading Faces

I am from a mystery. I was spindled from a womb of deceit and was born a lost soul. I was born into a web of lies and betrayal Years later&assumed to be my fault. I was the reason. I was the o...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 16:37:00 GMT

my december sky

It was in bleak decemberwhen the winds would make a blood curdling howl and a feel that chilled straight to the bone.But this december was hotand for what fell this year was not snow.It was innocence,...
Posted by on Fri, 05 May 2006 19:14:00 GMT

I dont understand

I wonder what it would be like if I was dead. How would it feel? Would I feel worm or cold? Would I see a black abyss or everyday people walking around me like I was mint ta be here.Would I even know...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 12:22:00 GMT