"GROWIN UP I USED TO DREAM FOR SOMETHIN CLOSE TO A CHANGE, AND WITH EVERY SECOND AND EVERY OTHER BLINK IT SEEMED FAKE...
IN DUE TIME I REALIZED THAT LOVE IS NOTHIN BUT A WORD, IF GOD MADE IT FOR A REASON, WHY'D HE MAKE IT SO IT HURTS?
AND WITH EVERY SECOND THAT PASSED, THEY SAY YOUR FAMILY'S THERE, YOUR SUPPOSED TO RESPECT 'EM TO EXTENT, BUT AINT NEVER SUPPOSED TO BE SCARED...
BUT BLOOD'S SUPPOSED TO BE THERE, READY TO TAKE WOUNDS, BUT WHEN IT COMES TO GUNS, WHAT YOU DO WHEN YOUR MOTHER'S THE ONE SHOOTIN?
I WOULDNT MAKE IT BUT LOOK NOW, I MADE IT TO A MAN, AND I DONT CALL YOU CAUSE I DONT NEED YOU, THATS SOMETHIN YOU GOTTA UNDERSTAND.
YOU LOVE ME? THATS BULLSHIT! WHAT'S LOVE GOT TO DO WITH IT?
WHEN YOUR MOTHER'S THE ONE THAT TOLD YOU, THAT LOVE DONT EVEN MATTER.
ALL THE BRUISINGS, ALL THE MARKINGS, IS SOMETHIN WITHOUT EXCUSES,
BUT THE SCARRINGS YOU BROUGHT UP, HAD ME WORRIED TO EVEN DO SHIT.
CAUSE IF I WOULDA MADE A MOVE, I COULD'VE MADE THE WRONG ONE,
BUT MAYBE ME HOLDIN ON, KEPT ME ALIVE IN THE LONG RUN!
:::SERIYUS (JUL.2007)
NOT MANY WORDS CAN EXPLAIN FEELINGS, SO ITS LIKE IM SPEECHLESS TO THE FACT THAT MAYBE EVERYTHING DOES HAPPEN FOR A REASON..
