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BE STILL(9/19/06)
A gorgeous sunny afternoon.
A breeze light and smelling sweet.
Full of the nourishment God always provides.
My hair moving from side to side
like the swing I am currently implanted in.
The sun shining on the lake causing specks
of crystals. The lake... Like my heart swaying with the wind,
only as deep as a man is allowed to dig,
filled with filth of other people's lives.
Can you save the lake from its dirt film?
Can you make its water clear and blue?
Can you bring back that glorious sparkle it once knew?
Or will it continue to collect the dirt, dust, disposed.
Waiting, wanting, wishing it didn't exist...
F*** ME(8/12/06)
Why am I constanly doing this to myself.
The same shit again and again.
Maybe I think one day its going to change.
Hell, I know it won't.
I'm only the fuck friend, the cut friend he
calls on occasion.Like I occasionally forgot
I invited you, we were supposed to meet.... My bad.
Can you come spend the
night kind of like.
Whatever the hell that is, or the hell
I keep putting myself in thinkin
he's gonna change.A mirror of myself some days,
the ways I treat other men.
Then when I'm ready to give my heart away
I get this shit, caught up in that he loves me...he
loves me not game.
So I'm sitting here in the dark?gain
wondering what the hell am I doing here.
DESTINY(07/20/06)
I sleep with my eyes open.
I only close my eyes to blink.
A walking zombie or so I seem to think.
My thoughts focused on why my possible futre might
hold, but clouded by visions of what my bleak
present unfolds. Daily grinding trying to
find a way to make ends meet. Unable to work it out
or get the solution I seek. The days are extremely long
and the nights full of restless sleep.
Always just barely trying to keep my sanity.
Caged in this twisted reality that all I am
good enough to do is nothing. Life is constantly
changing, never knowing what the next minute or hour is bringing
THROUGH A CHILDS EYES(2/20/04)
Can I be color blind like the young minds to
the hate, crime, and violence today?
Can I be color blind to a race of people that
oppressed my ancestors 400 years ago and counting?
Can I be color blind to the economic decline our great
country has fell into because of stupid decisions?
Can I ask to be color blind to the scam the that reigns
from the education system that robs our future
of its fullest potential?
Can I ask to be color blind to religions
so that I can truly love everybody?
Lord, make me color blind to the things that keep
our society from progressing forward.
Make my mind like a child's; fresh, new, innovative,
and most of all unpolluted.
Make me again like a child so I can be color blind.
HONEST EYES NEVER LIE (work in progress 2/23/04)
Honest eyes never lie, they just fabricate the truth.
Prying, searching, and believing that something
new will come along.Reaching into the
depths of souls only to find large
empty holes once filled with truth.
Truth that has been singed and
burned by the acid of the worlds
promises and people's fake appologies.
Who can fill the gaps between my shattered soul?
Not MAN!
Who can mend the scrapes
and wipe the tears that
living in this cold world brings?
Not MAN!
UNTITLED(5/20/03)
I sit and cry somedays..... I wonder why?
Is it because I ponder the wonders of the world
so great and remember how insignificant my life really is......
Or is it because my heart aches for
those who haven't freed themselves from the
bondage of thier minds.....
Maybe it's because I feel joy in my
heart everytime I see a rainbow appear out
of a dark flood of rain; ... a bright array of colors.
How intricately detailed with the right
blend and symetrical arch.
Who can fathom a phenomenon would occur
after soo much destruction or is it reconstruction of
the unpure to the purity.....
It is said that simplicity is the key
to life and with reason the statement is real.
everything we see can be stripped down to
its LCD, Lowest Common Denomenator.
So am I crying or letting rain from my
eyes replenish and clense my mind, body, soul,
and heart into a completion of purity?
PARALLEL DEMENSIONS (5/20/03)
I close my eyes and drift off to another world;
as the sun childishly plays peek-a-boo with my face.
I drift off into a world that seems too
real to be reality and too magical to be fantasy.
A world parallel to no other.......... SOLITUDE!
Have you ever been in a room
full of people, but consciously you feel like
the only one there? I HAVE!
Is this solitude really only a mind state?
I DON'T THINK SO! Most of the time are
we consciously asleep because we want to
escape the so called reality faced today?
"NAWW" I think we are consciouly asleep
because we go to that in-between
place where no one or nothing matters.
SWEET SERENITY!
SOUL MATES(2001)
Looking deeply into your eyes I
see the love and happiness inside of you.
The untold stories of passions and ecstasy.
Evey scent of love is upon you.
Your walk, talk, and the way you
carry yourself spells L-O-V-E.
The smell of a woman..s perfume
invades and surrounds your mind like music.
Slowly pulling you inside the depth of her body.
Your bodies interlock and become
two hearts beating as one.
Your souls intertwine like grapevines;
aging like fine wine.
It..s as if you were sculpted and
molded by an artist to fit that person perfectly.
In harmony as one voice, one mind,
one soul, one heart, and body.
Gently sinking into the currents
that flow in and out of time.
Into the dimensions of other worlds.
Lasting forever and a day, month, year, century.
Through eternity the two shall forever
know in their hearts, TILL DEATH DO US PART!
