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Sunday February 8, 2008, Dear Brian, Baby I’m so used to writing you notes and leaving them around the house for you to read, that I felt I needed to write you one now. Baby, Friday January 30th my heart stopped when the surgeon told me yours did. When I came home from the hospital to your shoes still at the door, coat on the floor, towel in the bathroom and NO YOU, I screamed, cried, I hurt. I just don’t understand why, and I’ve cried out to the lord for answers but I still have none. This Friday I sat with you for hours as people looked at you baby, saying their good byes (So many people LOVE you!!) and yesterday I said my last goodbye to at your funeral. As I sat there in the church my mind left your funeral and I began to reminisce on the past year in a half that we spent together. Baby this past year and half has been the best time of my life!! The time we had was incredible. I never have been so happy, sad, mad, and crazy or in LOVE in my life. You made me so complete. I would not give up the time we spent together for anything in this world. Things with us were far from perfect, but the love that we shared made everything so perfectly perfect! I was thinking about us and everything we have been through and I had to smile because it has been some crazy stuff! From all night talks, the late night walks, studio nights, going to all of your favorite restaurants, movie nights, bowling nights, casino nights, who can take the most shots nights, Uno nights, haunted houses, shopping sprees, Birthdays spent together, Bailing you out of jail nights, going to get to get tattoos @ Freddie’s nights, finding a translator night…lol, Sunday Morning Bible reads, going out of town trips, holidays spent with your family and mine, White Palace/Tempos/Greek town nights, arguing and then making up days and night…lol, taking care of you because you were sick or hung-over times, …. And the thousands of other times we shared, Baby I love you so much!!!!! Baby I know you better than anyone else (except for maybe your mom…lol), and I know you know me better than anyone ever will. Baby I know what you eat, what you’re going to say, every scar or imperfection on your body, your favorite artist/song/hobby/TV show/blog/food/drink, how you breathe when you sleep different ways. Baby I miss you so much. Like I told you before you are my hero, I look up to YOU. You taught me so much in the time we had. We had so many plans for our future…. Now that you’re gone baby, what am I suppose to do now? I know you didn’t want to go, I know you didn’t want to leave me. Baby you fought so hard in this life, all the way to the end! Baby I’m comforted to know that you will always have a part of me and I will always have a part of you…and nothing can take that away not even death. I love you endlessly and eternally Brian King! Yes I did bury your body 2/7/09 but I know you will still be with me everyday like you always have been. Baby you were right, our Love is special, more special than anyone will ever know. They say if you’re lucky you get one true love in your life, and I had mine, but now you’re gone Brian. Our time together was short, but I’m thankful for the time that was given to us. Just wait on me Love. Loving you always, Michelle aka Chelle PS Baby don’t be Swag Surfin’ too hard in heaven Yo... lol. Love you more than anything and anybody…