kaila monster [HAF]

.SPEAKERS PUSH THE AIR.
Do you remember what the music meant?
I'm kayla rayne. I am 18 and I have my entire life ahead of me. So no I won’t settle for anything less than exactly what I want. I don’t believe the world is black and white, there are different shades of grey. I really really wan't to be a suicide girl. i am a modern day hippie.I have the heart of a gypsy.I am a very free spirit. Scarves and lots of jewelry are my thing.I am obsessed with clear lip gloss and lots of mascara. I have what may be thought to be an unhealthy obsession with Nicole richie. I want to be a mortician. I squeak and snort when i laugh no joke. I am completly in love with pretty girls make graves and jack's mannequin. I am the girl who is everybody’s best friend; I am one of the nicest people you may ever meet but the biggest bitch at the same time. I am always there for everybody. I am a southern girl with an accent and a weakness for southern food. I am just another one of the guys; I like hockey, rugby, and lacrosse, lazer tag, paint ball, comic books, and video games. But I am still a BIG girly girl. I can play a little guitar. I am a walking disaster. I am as clumsy and accident prone as they come. I love to go on walks and hikes. I love taco cabanna and lubys with sam. I love food and love to cook. Laying under that stars is my favorite thing and I do it nightly. Night time ipod dance parties are what i live for. I love the rain and thunderstorms they are filled with so much wonder and beauty. I love to dance. I love tea and peach tea, I am pretty obsessed. I have an amazing sister Rachael. She is the best thing in my life and she means the world to me. I have an amazing soul mate. sam completes me she is my everything I love her to death. I love the zoo and picnics. I do ALOT of bad things and I know I am not perfect and never will be. But I am completely happy with who I am. I am a huge animal lover. I don’t know what the future brings for me but I am not too worried about it. I just want to live in the moment not always plan ahead. I can’t sleep without my hello kitty blanket. and I can't sleep alone when i'm sick.