...Lately I've been lost in the world, It's getting harder to figure out the reason for lifes actions..I'm always trying to help others..But it's true when they say you can't help anyone until you help yourself back up..I thought I would be alright, but I was lieing to myself, and everyone else.. I've been living in the past for too long and I finally cought myself in the act..My memories will never fade, but the present will if I don't start living it. And a future can't be made without making something out of the present... I've been trying to win back lost relationships to the point where I'm not making a heart I'm losing one... Attempting to Build up lost trust with people to the point where theres no trust left to give.. Trying to make things work for others to the point where I'm forgetting that I have a purpous than just to help. That Theres something out there for me and not just for everyone else.. That theres something at the end of this empty road, thats made just for me..I'm always getting told by the people that I helped, theres a girl out there for you, you gotta stop lowering yourself. and to try to take your own advice sometimes...ha.. They told me it's easier said than done.. all this time I was the one needing help.. I needed to prove to myself that it's possible to move on. That you can get back up, after being told that it's possible to.. ha well I'm done being down, I know its gonna happen again. I know things are not gonna just be all better now. I'm gonna keep running into obstacles I'm gonna have something good than lose it. Or maybe I won't, but thats life right? ha and I'm happy to be in it. I'll remember the past, the relationships that were perfect but were lost, the friends that were strong but let go and the place were it all happened. I might go back to it sometime in my life, But I won't try to make everything the way it was back than... I'm making something out of the pieces that remain in my present, the friends I still have and the place I ended up.. And the future, I'll hope for the best. cause after all, you can't control what events your gonna be placed in.. The only thing that will stay the same from the past to the present and later to the future, is..........My Names Jeremy.I'm Black and Puerto-Rican and I'm proud of it. All my life I had to go through struggling. I'm still going through with it now. Every day a new person gives up around me, but I still have hope to keep me going to the end of the line. Everyday a new wrong is trying to trip me, but I walk over it and do right. Every once in a while a fake person comes into my life and tries to trick me....Every once in a while I get tricked.. I'm not perfect but I never said I was. I try my best to stay who I really am. When I slip up I have my family to catch me before I hit rock bottom... My friends are there to help to, though few in numbers... I do have fun with everyone thats there for me sometimes.. I just wish that those good times wouldn't fade so quickly.. But theres not much I can do about it.. All I can do is live life the way it is, Some things work out for me, somethings don't.. No matter what I always keep moving. I keep in mind what has happened to bring me to the path that I'm taking now.All my life I followed this line, "WHAT EVER DOESN'T KILL YOU, MAKES YOU STRONGER."It hasn't failed me to this day.
This is my shout-out to My Big Brother Craig. Through thick and thin this soldier has always been there with me, living life how we live it. By soldier I mean street soldier not the one's in uniform. When I'm down and struggling to get up, he's getting me through the mess I got myself into, and Vice-versa. What he's been through I'm going through, but I still know enough knowledge to get him through rough times too. Even if sometimes he's to stuborn to take it.lol. He's the best brother you can have period, no question about it. Like he say's, he's one of the last real nigga's out there, with me getting raised as one too. We are our own army, we can't be touched. We have what it takes to take down anyone that stands up to the plate. So heres the end of my shout-out to you,Craig.ONE LOVE.
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