There will never be enough room on here for me to explain/express who I am. I still think that I am a work in progress. I constantly pose questions to myself that should make me ponder life a little more intensely, yet I find myself immersed in the now and focused on that unfortunately. Therefore, I feel as if I have abandoned many friends in my life. Not out of need or desire but more out of self-absorbtion. I miss so many of the people who have touched my life and it is my hope that I may find just a few of you on here. I am amazed at how quickly the last 15 years of my life have gone. I have learned so much, although I do know that I sometimes feel as though I have lived 3 lives in my 33 years on this rock. I miss my family who I have scattered accross the U.S. and I look forward to spending more time with them in the near and distant future. Ava Louise is the 2nd of my children and I couldn't be happier. She has made it possible for me to have faith in the human spirit again and makes everyday of my life not just an adventure, but worth living. I now strive for greatness on behalf of my kids and will persue this until the day I die. I still have goals and aspirations(they have changed a bit since)yet I love life and look longingly towards the future. If you are reading this and are someone I haven't spoken to in a long time: Thank you for taking the time to reconnect. For those of you that know me now and consider yourselves "my friends," I want to thank you for taking the time to understand me. I hope through consistancy and time that I may prove to be an integral part of your lives as you have become so important to mine.
Last, but most definitely not least, to Jess. Thank you for putting up with me. I am NOT the easiest person in the world to deal with. I have come into this relationship with more baggage than all the passengers of the fucking Titanic and yet you still put up with all my crap. You are a wonderfull woman who has so much love and patience and I pray that you will be in my life forever because you will always have my heart. Thank you so very much, sweetheart! I love you
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