autumn ;; ftw.

I'm just a heart broken.
A name dropped.
I'm but a lie ruined.
A life that should be stopped.
I'm Au to the Tumn.
And I'm your newest obsession.
I'm going to let you in on something that will save you and I both a lot of time.
My hip bones aren't as protruding as yours. My rib cage doesn't stick out as much as yours. I don't starve myself and I don't diet like you do. I'm not as tan and fake looking as you. My hair isn't colorful. I'm not as 'hardcore' or 'scene' as you. I dont take pictures sitting in my sink like you. My makeup isn't as thick and my music isn't as hard or fast. My eyeliner isn't paintedd on like I just got hit. I don't use as much hairspray. I'm not the most gorgeous girl, like you are.
That is what you tell yourself, right?
I don't feed my own ego like you do ten times everyday. I don't spend my time sobbing over somebody like you. I'm not like you. And I'm not anything you want me to be. I'm understanding and forgiving, but I don't forget anything . I'm most likely the one to give you chance after chance after chance. I talk shit if you start it, I'll end it. Threaten me all you want. Fuck me over if you want. You will get it ten times worse in return.
I think too much.
I over-analyze things.
I contradict myself.
I lie to myself.
I build up a false image to the world.
I am imperfect while faking perfection.
Autumn Strunk is a perfect fake.
I wake up to find it's another
Four aspirin morning, and I dive in
I put on the same clothes I wore yesterday.
When did society decide that we had to change
And wash a t-shirt after every individual use:
If it's not dirty, I'm gonna wear it.
I take the stairs to the car
And there's fog on the windows.
I need caffeine in my blood stream,
I take caffeine in the blood stream.
I grip the wheel and all at once I realize:
My life has become a boring pop song
And everyone's singing along.
This place really has no point.
It's a lull ;
A nightmare we had when our imaginiations were whole.
Something cheap you find on a street corner,
or maybe one of the pills you keep in your dresser drawer.
This is hatred at it's best.
It's trashy, it's violent, but it is mine.
Remember, I am here to take your heart.
Here's to the kids who would rather spend their night with Patrick singing their bedroom speakers than go to some high school party.
Here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who will never be there for them.
Here's to the kids whose idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars.
Here's to the kids who care more about the music then the haircuts.
Here's to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush.
Here's to the kids who have ever had a broken heart ... from someone who didn't even know they existed.
Here's to the kids who have read "The Perks of Being A Wall Flower" & didn't feel so alone after doing so.
Here's to the kids who spend their days in photobooths with their best friend(s).
Here's to the kids who are straight up smartasses & just don't care.
Here's to the kids who speak their mind.
Here's to the kids who second-guess themselves on everything they do.
Here's to the kids who will never have 100 percent confidence in anything they do, and to the kids who are okay with that.
Here's to the kids.
Quotes
The moon bred new Atlantic life tonight.the salt burned you right out of my eyes.and secrets we are not proud of were taken with the tide. We were all newborns with blurred vision and no sense of direction.
- Ryan Ross
"I am writing a list of tragic character flaws on my dollar bills with a felt pen. I am thinking of the people in my universe and distilling for each of these people the one flaw in their character that will be their downfall--the flaw that will be their undoing. ...What I write are not sins; I write tragedies."
If you aren't just a little bit depressed, then you aren't paying very much attention to what's going on in the world.
A minute of perfection was worth the effort. A moment was the most you could ever expect from perfection.
I'm a half-completed crossword
Find your school: city state search
Oh look! Oh look! She's become a model now
Crash her wedding, she's wearing red shoes
but she hasn't a thing to wear
I'm a fighting man, but I've no hands
But if you like, I guess, I mean, I guess I could tie the boxing gloves on anyway
One boxing match in the church baby, a shotgun wedding
With boxing gloves instead of a shotgun, baby
Matrimony is Paving the Way for Preplanned Alchemy
As the rain falls, my umbrella doesn't always work
drip drop drip drop splish splashing in my brain
It's a flood honey, a real mach five
Oh dear, I fear a dreadful drizzle my dear
It's time to fly south with the mice
Dripping dripping dripping in my Sunday morning tea
One lump or two? How do you do? It's the monopoly guy
These mice aren't blind, baby, but I guess they don't see the light
But you know, maybe it's just dark or something baby, I don't know
It could be the wool pulled over their eyes
by father time or a gardening bird
I like to write but my hands aren't working for me
I've just created the unabated understatement of the century
It could be the wool pulled over my eyes
but that's just a refrain
We'll be like a mix between Prince and Liberace with more flamboyant clothing if you can imagine that and use your imagination with the super powers just take those two people put them together add Freddy Mercury as well and more flamboyant clothing. That's just one big gay superhero.
- Brendon Urie <[i>on what superhero Panic! At The Disco would be]
I must inform you that true brilliance cannot be appreciated by the close-minded people who enjoy sanity.
We will own your thoughts
We'll own the song stuck in your head
We'll leave you kicking and screaming
So you can thank us in the end.
I don't believe in true things
Cause there's pain in what the truth brings
Popsicles should be the new black and then everyone would have one.
- Frank Iero
If you don't listen, you're never gonna learn.
- Frank Iero
"I can't imagine any other bands having better kids than ours, and if they do at least I know our kids can beat up their kids."
- Frank Iero
“Homophobia is gay.”
- Frank Iero
When the water touched my balls, that's when I got scared.”
- Frank Iero
"This is a band that will save your life."
- Frank Iero
If you're gonna buy me a present, don't spend more than twenty five bucks, you'll get a blowjob anyway."
- Gerard Way
"If for one minute you think you're better than a sixteen year old girl in a Green Day t-shirt, you are sorely mistaken. Remember the first time you went to a show and saw your favorite band. You wore their shirt, and sang every word. You didn't know anything about scene politics, haircuts, or what was cool. All you knew was that this music made you feel different from anyone you shared a locker with. Someone finally understood you. This is what music is about."
- Gerard Way
”Hey girls, you're beautiful. Whether you're a size 32 or a size 18. As long as you're a good person. As long as you respect others and yourself. Don't listen to those fashion magazines. Hey girls, you're beautiful.”
- Gerard Way
Now that I have the ladies' attention, I want to tell you something. Some day, you're going to go to a concert and see a rock star. He may look like me, or him, or us, or any one, and he's going to tell you if you show him your tits he'll take you backstage. And I want you ... to spit in that mother fucker's face! Because you are better than that!
- Gerard Way
Just cause you're bigger than me, just cause you're smarter than me, does not mean.. no way, no how.. I'm sucking you off.. for any amount of money!
- Gerard Way
”Suicide is a serious thing. And if you know anyone who is suicidal, you need to get them help. No one should be in pain. Everyone should love themselves. Like I love you all.”
- Gerard Way
”The Devil got landed with a shitty job, he has to deal with assholes everyday, he's probably bored as hell.”
- Gerard Way
"It's like the drag fairy coming and saying 'What would you like to do?' Um, yeah karate."
- Gerard Way
I wish I had a pen ...
If I had a pen, I would write my love ...
Graphite is not permanent enough.
Pen isn't permanent enough either by at least it can't be erased.
- Nastassja Bruce
"You have a choice.
Live or die.
Every breath is a choice.
Every minute is a choice.
To be or not to be."
- Chuck Palahniuk.
Be clearly aware of the stars and infinity on high. Then life seems almost enchanted after all.
A L O N E
"It’s how we all came in. It’s how we’re all going out."
Do anything, say anything, fuck anything. No excuses, no apologies, no regrets."
"I tried to change and I became the same person I always was, no one noticed and life went on."
- Kim Bray
The way I think of you is billboard big, only I could never tell anyone.
Last night I had a dream that we were breathing underwater.
Our love will go down in history .
"Style is when they're running you out of town and you make it look like you're leading a parade."
How's it feel having that power to pick me up
or destroy my completely?
I said:
It might be the rain that falls
It might be the ocean that laps across the shore
It could be the wind that gently graced your face that mid summer day
But the amount of golden sun your heart shines upon mine is what set me free "
"When you were born, everyone around you was smiling and you were crying. Live your life so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone around you is crying"
- Kim Bray
"I have found myself looking in ... and I have found myself wishing there was more pictures, color, and warmth and less white walls. I found myself wishing for things I've known I will never have. And I have found myself wishing that I was bold enough to open the door and put the pictures there. I found myself wishing that I wasn't wishing at all and that I never found myself looking in."
- Kim Bray