shawna

my name is Shawna. Wanna talk? add me on msn--
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It's always something. I love my parents and my animals... they have always been there for me. If I could have only one thing back that had been taken away from me it would be my dogs.I really love music and its a huge part of my life. I will support anything if I think the cause is right. Sometimes I shut my mouth and let situations work themselves out, but not too often. I'd like to think that I speak my mind more than not. I try to make too many different people happy quite often. I do things for people if I think it'll make their day just a little bit better, even if it means sacrifice on my side. I am about 5'7", and you'll never know what color my hair is. My eyes change too, and so does my personality. I really am 17 years old, just like it says next to my picture. I am happily not skin and bones, however I wouldn't mind being thinner. My laugh changes depending on who I spend my time with. I am an average, once in a lifetime girl. Sometimes I can be a wet towel. Contrary to popular belief, I don't smoke and I have never done any type of drug in my entire existence here on Earth. I love to take pictures of other people, but I rarely want to be in one. I want to go far with my education. I am going to be a psychiatrist. Just you watch. When I have a goal, it gets achieved. I am an only child, but if you call me spoiled I will punch you right in the face~I've been through a lot of things. And yes I do realize that there are many people out there who have it much worse than I do. I tell myself that fact quite often to keep myself from going insane. Monkey Roll, Monkey Roll. When I was little my favorite subject was spelling, but now, in high school, that falls into the category of English, so that's my new favorite. I never realize how bad a situation is until I stop and think about it. If I didn't do that then I wouldn't notice and it would never bother me. I over-think a lot of things. I have inherited a little bit of drama queen from my mom. I play guitar, but I don't really know how. However, thanks to our wonderful F.E.S. Teo, that will change. I listen to metal, and alternative rock, and almost anything EXCEPT COUNTRY! I'd like to think of myself as musically inclined. I have found a new forte~ Spanish. I play tennis, but in this school I suppose I'm lucky enough to have volleyball and softball. Which brings me to one of my favorite hobbies... hurting the opponent on the field and making it look like an accident. Especially the ones with attitude problems. When I grow up, I'm moving to Australia where there are never any stupid wars or President Bushes. I'm getting married at Meyer's Castle near my hometown in Indiana~and it'll be in the winter. I love snow, I grew up in it and it's so calming. Here is something that never fails to make me smile.
It's my favorite treat and if you give me this I will be the happiest girl in the world.
Arkansas is a pretty ridiculous state indeed. However, I am comfortable for the time being. I am very ticklish. I love art, not painting or drawing(I'm horrible at that), but art. My cat is a huge slut. I love the Renaissance... and the Renaissance festival. I love parades and shows and movies. I love reading, even if it is a stupid book. I believe you can figure a person out by how they act and what they do, not what they wear or say. I love to cuddle:) I do believe in true love,but not just because I thought I was stumbling around in it for about a year. It's there, you just have to be lucky enough to find it. I have an amazing boyfriend who I truly respect in more ways than I can count. Plus, we have enough things in common to kill a medium sized bear:) I love being around him. Basically, our relationship speaks for itself. It all balances out. My birthday is in February...the same month as Valentine's Day, which is indeed a pretty cool holiday.I love hanging out with the guys (and girl) on Shade Tree!! I still watch Disney movies, and I enjoy them. I sing really random songs a lot subconsciously, which is how I usually end up making new words so it will rhyme. One of my goals in life is to remain as open minded as possible through all of my years. B's are unacceptable. If I ever offend you I'm sorry, but not enough to take back what I said. Chances are that what was said was for a reason. So there's your apology. If you have read all this then thanks I guess but you should probably go do something a little more worthwhile and productive... Time is tissue.
k bye.