Jawsh

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Im Josh, 17 years i've been on this rock, live in Melton Mowbray in the Midlands. My life generally revolves around my music. (anything from acoustic to hardcore. Drum and bass to screamo. Ska-punk to Death metal). Not to mention 80's Rock/Metal!!! Hanging out, having laughs with my friends and playing Bass with my band mates in Asphyxia . I crave the intense atmosphere that only the most awesome of bands can create at gigs. As well as craving those sort of parties that consist only of your best mates. I'm quite narrow minded in the way i think. I try and ignore the boring future of work and taxes that life promises, but instead focus on having fun :)
" do you really wan't to spend half your life, trying to get somewhere (Im talking college/university) to then not even getting there? You could die tomorrow, your youth is the best thing you can own. If you let it all go for a 'better future' your stupid. It's not worth it. When your old-life will suck. Who cares. Do something you want. When you are on your death bed i can bet you my whole fucking life you wont think, shit i wish i spent more years in uni on that medical degree so i could of got that audi i always wanted. Fuck that. go do stuff that makes your life feel like a movie. there is nothing better in life than those movie perfect moments that you cannot work for or buy" Oliver Sykes
The moment i read those words, they had an immediate influence on me. I know this guy is no philosopher but i havn't heard anything more relevant to how i feel about my life so far...
At the moment however it feels like im missing something else from my life. I ache for the affection of someone who is true and will value me as much as i do them. However all i've ever been showed is that appearance is never reality. Can anyone disprove this to me?
Currently saving my rupees for this baby...
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