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mmmmmmmmm? ME, well im a mother of 3 wonderfully awsome kids. They are my life, without a doubt 100% could not possibly live without them wouldnt even want to think about "without them" with everything ever created I LOVE THEM THEY ARE MY WORLD!!!!!!!! Every breath since they came into my life has been for them. I dont know where I would be rite now if they werent a part of me. I for sure wouldnt be who i am today, I owe them EVERYTHING!!!!! They are my sunshine on a cloudy day, My umberella in tha rain, My air when i cant breath, and my smiles on a shity day!!!!!! I dont have a fovorite, i love them each tha same, Heratio-Michael aka "Heo",as of july 7th will be 13, for his honisty and compasion, Cecar-Dewmont Angel AKA "baby bear", May 23rd will be 8, for his minde, always thinking, And tha baby Maila-Jade,february 6th turned 5, for her quick whit and beauty!! lol they all are very smart kids, they for sure didnt get it from me, Maila and Angel both talked at 3 months old, by tha time they were 5 months they had quite a vocabulary, and they both walked at 8 months. For Heo im not sure cuz as i did not give birth to him i came into his life jus befor he turned 4, but im sure if he had a mother to care for him as i would have he would have talked jus as early, and as "she" has never been a part of his life since he was bout 2 he is fully 100% my heart n soul. even though we dont share tha same blood, we share apart of each others hearts n a bond that nobody could break, him n I are closer tha him and his dad ever were. Thats MY boy!!! My children all have unique an looooooong names, tha boys are each 28 letter long and tha babys is 27, I did this so they learn individuallity, to be different is totally ok, not like EVERYBODY els. Also since they dont look like many other kids they go to school with since they are half Indian and Laos. My son Angel wears long hair and is very proud of his indian side. He dont care if people says he looks like a gurl, hes proud no matter what. Hes tha lil indian boy i always wanted, i once had a dream about this cute lil baby i had, his lil face so perfect, when i gave birth to my son Angel i was so surprised i recognized him as that baby from my dream, My lil dream baby. I was once telling my best friend Joann about how i always wanted a cute lil indian boy jus like him, at tha time he was about 3, he heard me telling tha story and walked up to me and said, "mommy, i always wanted you too". yeah, that made me cry! Heratio and Maila r tha total lil asian kids i always wanted, although they claim their indian side they sure dont act it, asian all tha way. lol As they are they r proud to be, and i love that they embrace themselfs with such pride!!!!! My kids are without a doubt tha best part of my life. They are always there for me, when im having a really bad day they come and comfort me and make me smile, tell me jokes or i jus sit and watch them go about their everyday lives and it makes me happy just to know they are happy, mission acomplished!!!!

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A man approched the Blessed One and wanted to have all his philosophical questions answered befor he would practice. In responce, the Buddha said, "It is as if a man had been wounded by a poisoned arrow and when attended to by a physician were to say, 'I will not allow you to remove this arrow until I have learned the caste, the age, the occupation, the birthplace, and the motivation of the person who wounded me.' That man would die befor having learned all this. In exactly the same way, anyone who should say, 'I will not follow the teaching of the Blessed One untill the Blessed One has explained all the multiform truths of the world'-that person would die befor the Buddha had explained all this." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Love yourself and be awake- today, tomorrow, always. First establish yourself in the way, Then teach others, And so defeat sorrow. To straighten the crooked You must first do a harder thing- Straighten yourself. You are your only master. Who els? Subdue yourself, And discover your master.(Buddha) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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For ever missing Charlie Raisingsun

Im still crying, the tears feel like they will flow forever never ending, always present, burning my face, but i dont feel it. I dont feel anything but sadness, then im numb, then the sadness creeps b...
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