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..Donâ€™t lie to me when the only person youâ€™re lying to is your self. Donâ€™t tell me your in love with me, when the one your in love with is the one that donâ€™t know you and the one that will always love you is the one you cant even talk to. Why do you hurt me? Why do you lie to me? Why donâ€™t you love me? Am I not perfect? Am I not pretty? Why? Why do you love her? Does she love you? Is she perfect, is she pretty? I will never be mz perfect or mz pretty at least not for you. Why canâ€™t you see how much I love you? Why canâ€™t you see there is no other for you? Donâ€™t you know she wonâ€™t love you? So what should I do now? Say good-bye to love? Say good-bye to life? Or say good-bye to you? I donâ€™t know what to do. Has love taken the best of me loving you? Would I be able to ever love someone like you? I know you wonâ€™t love me. I know you never will. I know how much I love you and I know you will never care. I have tried to move on but the pane you have given me is always there, the hurt, the tears, the love, the time, that would never leave my mind. So tell me, you tell me should I say good-bye to love, life, or you? I never asked for much, just that you be honest to me and your self, was that asking for much? Who knows? I donâ€™t because you wonâ€™t talk. You said we would always be friends, and friends we still are, but though we are apart and so far away some how, some way, I am hurt, I still cry at night hopping you would come back, hopping one day you will love me again, praying that I can see once again. But I know thatâ€™s just in my dreams. They always say dreams do come true, but how can you say this would come true when the guy you love was never true?....

My Blog

Yaaaa

Well I just found out that my best friend is coming home to be my Bitch once again and I am soo excited I dont think i been this excited since i went into labor... Im driving all the way to New Mexico...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Apr 2005 09:30:00 GMT

Today

So far today things havent been that bad.. I been talking to a longtime friend.. My best friend who moved to colorado about the mood I have been in and she said it will pass but I dont think that it w...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Feb 2005 09:55:00 GMT

LoL

Lets see today I am stuck inside again because of this stupid storm with my brother my son and my moms daycare... So I hope to get some things done that I need to get done... And I hope to talk to tha...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Jan 2005 09:43:00 GMT

Hmmmm

Well its about 11:36 And im feeling like shit.... I been up all night sick as hell... Then I was watching the news and 2 of my really good homies got arrested for shooting some fool at the mall... LoL...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Jan 2005 11:36:00 GMT

Todays thoughts

Well so far my day hasnt been that bad... Besides the fact that my heater caught on fire at 6 this morning LoL... Work was slow so I came home early now Im talking to my sweetie... So today is ok...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Jan 2005 16:03:00 GMT

New Years

Today well today was a little better... I slept through new years and was alone.. But thats ok I had my son... And I talked all day with Junior!!! So that made me feel even better... Right now I am at...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Jan 2005 16:54:00 GMT

Todays thoughts

Well today was one of them days... The ones where you look outside and wish you were somewhere else with someone else...But today I woke up the power was out and I was loving it... Chilling with the B...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Dec 2004 15:05:00 GMT

tHis Is AbOuT Me!

giEverybody put your hands together Whooo, mmmm, yeah Girl I love you so 112, listen Girl if I told you I love you That doesn't mean that I don't care, oooh And when I tell you I need you Don't...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Dec 2004 11:18:00 GMT

My song of the Day....LoL

ohh... yeah ohh... yeah ohhhhh... yea yeah (verse 1) Baby I just don't get it do you enjoy being hurt I know you smell the perfume the make-up on his shirt You don't believe his stories yo...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Dec 2004 11:12:00 GMT