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About Me

I AM IN LOVE WITH INCUBUS!!!!!!!!! Some things I believe, that "An unexamined life is not worth living." -Socrates "Life is a temporary assignment," -GOD. I tend to think.. ALOT.. some say too much. But I have learned that if it weren't for this I would have dealt with alot more SHIT in my life. I am currently having to deal with a lot of CRAP... So, I try to focus on things that make me happy.. Like jamming out to incubus or blue october and dancing naked around my living room. I am also getting more into photography.. and it's AWESOME. I am finding myself in many different ways. This is a photoshopped crop..So, down below is the highest bidders early christmas gift.... ME!!!! :D lol.. Here is the hottest man on the fuckin planet... Im yours Brandon. lol...TRINIDAD & TOBAGO I went here for a mission trip and would love to return one day!!In Memory of you... HeathBesides that: I love the ironic, coincidental situations in life. I love living. I love breathing. I love getting hurt because it reminds me that I know how to feel and that I know how to forgive.I never give up on people, no matter their faults or how bad they hurt me. I am willing to forgive, maybe not forget... still working on that part.*I graduated from The Evergreen State College in Tacoma, WA this past June. My last two years I took mostly politics, foreign policy, creative writing, and law.I have a novel thats in the process, I have already written about 40ish pages... But lately Im unspired. All I've written is a ton of poems the last few monthes.**Since I was a little girl I knew where my heart was.. I could feel from the beginning what made me happy and also what didnt. And although there are MANY things that make me happy... Here are my top 3.. My dad would whisper in your ear the way to win my heart is through food. I can't deny that.My second two loves are my art and my writing. When I was younger, as far as my feelings went, I could draw them and write them far better than I could speak them. Things are slightly different now, I can write my feelings alot easier. But saying them out loud is still a problem. But I am DEFINATELY getting better at expressing how I feel even if people think I am nuts.. Guess what? I really don't care... Get your own
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Top FOUR: Marilyn Monroe, Kurt Cobain, Albert Einstein, Sylvia Plath,OTHERS: Johnny Knoxville. & Sean Connery. Bettie Paige Jack NicolsonI want to meet: The MAN or WOMAN that's gonna be right here next to me, living, learning, growing, workin fucking hard at making life beautiful, traveling and basically just knowing that this person wants me for me and all of me. Cause I am willing to give this person EVERYTHING...Passionate & Motivated People!!I want to meet People who are like my friends at Evergreen, Olympia... who I miss so much that when I think about them and the woods down there, my heart literally breaks and I get euphoric memories of dancing around in the trees, trippin on things and I hear the beat of drums...

My Blog

Life took a u-turn

I am so lost right now.  I am so abandoned.  I found out i'm pregnant and my boyfriend left me.  I am not blaming him for everything.  I am not perfect.  I have made mistakes in the past.  I am emotio...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Feb 2009 15:30:00 GMT

Hollywood Undead - My Black Dahlia Music Video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ZD85-Z5haw Fuck being sorry when other people hurt us.. The irony kills me... I get fucked over and I am the one trying to make things right?>
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 12:47:00 GMT

Seize the day

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HZqxl57PeL8 It's time to forget the past. Let the pain go. Go with the flow. Live life as if today may be the last day of our lives. I am ready to live, ...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 10:39:00 GMT

Bending.. Changing... No more...

There is something about being in a relationship that makes you lose a part of yourself. You never know that you lost something until that relationship ends, then your like... shit where did that pie...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 13:47:00 GMT

a real woman..

a real woman doesn t need mater ial thing sposes sions and peopl e may be bough tbut that' s not mefake happi ness is what it bring sgetti ng some weak in the knees but money ain' t a thing whats r...
Posted by on Mon, 05 May 2008 14:05:00 GMT

Incubus - Dig

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Z8cnXVGm1I My weaknesses are on my sleeve... this song makes so much sense to me..
Posted by on Thu, 01 May 2008 12:24:00 GMT

Living a Lie

So, seeing as how I do not have to worry about the guy I am dating to read this... because as far as I can tell he does not look into what I do here or in my life. I got this quote from the departed....
Posted by on Thu, 01 May 2008 08:33:00 GMT

Empty...

How can it be your surrounded with people... Surrounded with things.. Encompassed by time... Involved in a million things all at once... And you still feel empty and just want someone to hold you ...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 13:06:00 GMT

A little Vacation from Life

I am going up to seattle... maybe for just a day, maybe for a few days. I am feeling like I need some controlled chaos, to take some photos, do some modeling, and live in up in this place I call ho...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 15:06:00 GMT

Drunk Drama Bitches

So, I am really pissed today. Because I feel as if I am being attacked by my past. I am on a positive path right now but I keep getting smacked in the face with things that either did or didn't occu...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 13:52:00 GMT