MUSKRAT

I dreamed I was a king but when I woke I was broke... And you don't know what I'd do for a moment of hope... I need a moment alone, I'm in this over my throat... and I'm so addicted to this business but it isn't this dope... All these critics they blow, more then sniffing the coke... They just wishing you choke, for the whole distance the road... I'm a menace I'm told, by his parents disowned... And I'm embarrassed 'cuz I can't even go cherish a home... It's unfair but I know, this make my character grow... You can hate or you can relate but I'm sharing my soul... And I hate to be alone, but I'm there and I go... Prepared with a poem to show the world I won't, Ever disown what I love and forever promote... And I never was a thug but I got a temper and nope, I will NEVER give up, and you can never defeat... But I hope you know everyday that I think... I dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen Cause no one else cared After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving When I'm done here So if you're All alone and you don't got no friends... You always got me till I drop or I'm dead... If you ever want me gone take a shot to the head... Cuz I had a big heart and i thought it would mend... Probably ended then right with the beat... New life begins when we die deceased... And life is a trip, you get to drive in the seat... Put the petal to the metal and then ride with the street... Pray that you stay alive, survive, and you eat... I got the fire in my eyes and desire to speak... Admire the weak, because that was me once... But I kept on my feet to reach for above... And life I decided I don't mind if I'm judged... Just let me unwind 'cuz I think I'm finding my touch... Silence the critics, the gimmicks, and such... I give ya'll love and I know it's enough because... I dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen Cause no one else cared After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving When I'm done here So if you're time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Forgetting All the hurt inside You've learned to hide so well Pretending Someone else can come and save me from myself I can't be who you are I can't be who you are