~ Rach ~

I am married to a WONDERFUL guy who supports me on every little crazy idea I have. His name is Rick and we have been married a little over 6 years. This year has had it's ups and downs so I hope 2009 is SPECTACULAR!. :-) We have two kids. Austin is 10 and is a mini-me...loves to be center of attention. He's really a doll and means the very best. He has a heart of gold and would love the shit out of you...if you only give him a chance. He adores his family...Aunts and Uncles included but has a special place in his heart for MOM-NA. She knows who she is. Braden is my independent 4.5 year old who thinks he runs the house. He is probably the most polite child I have ever met but also has his wild side...especially if his BIG BROTHER is around. I LOVE having them in my life and wouldn't change one damn thing. Right now I'm back in school for a bachelors in Organizational Management. If only they had a class in TIME MANAGEMENT...that is what I really need. It is sometimes tough juggling a full time job with full time school and full time family. I'm handling it at the moment but sometimes you almost feel like you are going to implode.I take WAY too much on at once because I prefer not to piss anyone off. It isn't until I am unable to do something that I've realized I couldn't have handled it to begin with. Usually it's too late. This is something I am working on...to say "No, thank you - but I appreciate you thought of me".I love learning about new things...so if you have done something diffent, clue me in as I am more interested than you may think. I sometimes feel I don't do enough for me and my family. I want to give my kids memories that I wasn't able to have. Traveling...seeing the world....getting a new perspective on life. One day...my kids will know there is life outside of PORT ORANGE, FL. I love meeting new people. Kind of puts my own life into perspective and gives me hope that there will come a day when true happiness will exist. I'm not sure when or where....but it will come when I learn to love myself. I'm not there yet....so....a-learning I will go.If you are a part of my life, there is a reason and am forever thankful for you. This includes all of my friends and family. You are all loved for that one (or more) influence you have on me and what you bring to this world. If nothing else, you make one person in this insane world happy.....thank you for being a part of my life. Each and every one of you have contributed to the person I am (shame on SOME of you...LMAO!!!)anyway...I love ya all!!