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Ninja .1

Already am, always was, and I still have time to be.

About Me

"odi et amo quare id faciam fortasse requiris / nescio sed fieri sentio et excrucior" ("I hate and I love. Why do I do this, you perhaps ask. / I do not know, but I feel it happening and am tormented.") Im sort of an asshole, but I try not to be. It's a daily struggle. Im going on lots of adventures these days... you're welcome to join me. The only thing that keeps me from believing Im a total bastard is the fact that there are people on this planet that I care about more than I care about myself. That's about it. Other than that yeah...

My Interests

Ninjas, Judo, My Car when it's Running, Driving Extremely Fast, Guns, Music, Parties, Photography, Adventures, Travel, Latin, Japanese, Screenprint Artwork, Gymnastics, Ice Hockey, Musical Theater, The Guitar, Old Records, Weaponry, Bonsai Trees, Vision Quests, Dallas, Thai food, Mongolian Barbecue, Comic Books, Real books, Kinky Friedman, getting rid of all the rampant douchebaggery in this world.

I'd like to meet:

Girls with feeling and energy. People with a whole lot of love. People that just want to dance. Ninjas. I don't want to be your rebound, your plan B, or your one night stand.

Music:

The Black Keys, Elliot Smith, Saves the Day, The Smashing Pumpkins, Neutral Milk Hotel, The White Stripes, Zwan, The Strokes, Kings of Leon, The Gorillaz, Cat Power, The Sounds, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, The Shins, Metric, Cake, The Mars Volta, Sufjan Stevens, Dylan, Cat Stevens, Simon and Garfunkel, The Rolling Stones, Fischerspooner, Ladytron, Nick Drake, The Polyphonic Spree, Portishead, Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, Pretty Girls Make Graves, Rilo Kiley, Rise Against,Creedence Clearwater Revival, Cursive, Daft Punk, The Darkness, David Bowie, The Stills, Dead Prez, Death Cab, Dragonforce, The Flaming Lips, Iggy Pop, Iron and Wine, Jimmy hendrix, Johnny Cash, kanye, Zeppelin, MIA, MSI, Murder By Death, Nancy Sinatra, New Amsterdams, New Pornograhers, Ozzy, The Postal Service, REM, The Raconteurs, Radiohead, RJD2, Sigur Ros, Starlight Mints, Straylight Run, Tripping Daisy, Velvet Underground, Nico, Le Tigre, The Allman Brothers, Tv on the Radio, VHS or beta?, Wilco, The Zombies, Wolfmother, Camera Obscura, Death From Above 1979, Tegan and Sara, Ben Kweller, Calexico, Islands, Annie, Mew, Spankrock, Chromeo, Teddybears, LCD Soundsystem, Does it Offend you Yeah!, Klaxons, Justice, The Knife.

Movies:

The Royal Tenenbaums, The Life Aquatic, Rushmore, Bottle Rocket, The Graduate, Kill Bill Vol I and II, Aliens, Terminator, Predator, All Star Wars, Flash Gordon, Clerks II, V for Vendetta, Batman, The Science of Sleep, The Dangerous Lives of Altar Boys.

Television:

Scrubs is pretty much the best thing on these days... oh wait they're canceling it. Idiots.

Books:

1984, Tolkein, Siddhartha, Journey to the End of the Night, Heart of Darkness, The Giver, Seven Years in Tibet, The Little Prince, The Giving Tree, Stranger in a Strange Land, The Wretched of the Earth, A Farewell to Arms.

Heroes:

George Plimpton, Doc Holiday ("I'm be your Huckleberry")

My Blog

Summer Schedule (So Far)

Lots of plans this summer!  Im a a member of Symphony League Honor Gaurd now, so Ill be going to a bunch of awesome deb parties with open bars all summer. That will be fun!  Im taking summer...
Posted by Ninja .1 on Sun, 27 May 2007 01:59:00 PST

My Date From Hell:

Back Story: So a couple of weeks ago, I came home from partying at Electro, after a very respectable overnight drunk, and I had a message from a girl I sort of knew in hs. "Sort of a hey! Long time no...
Posted by Ninja .1 on Sun, 27 May 2007 01:53:00 PST

Aspirations.

Life List1.)  Peform my music on stage.  In front of people.2.)  Go on a badass balls to the walls awesome road trip.3.)  See the Smashing Pumpkins in concert before they break up ...
Posted by Ninja .1 on Tue, 15 May 2007 12:21:00 PST

This is my Desire:

1:  To find someone who I fall head over heels in love with.  This is not something that I can make happen, but when it does Ill tell you.2:  To find friends that care about me as much ...
Posted by Ninja .1 on Thu, 03 May 2007 02:39:00 PST

My Wicked Life:

Has gotten much better.  Im no longer a walking catastrophe.  I got a haircut, I shaved, and Ive been going out EVERY NIGHT for the last 10 days, having a freaking blast.  I guess you c...
Posted by Ninja .1 on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 11:48:00 PST

You're Still Dangerous

But Ill fly with you anytime.  I felt alive this weekend.  I dont need her anymore.  Im not even sure if I would want her anymore.  It's a bittersweet feeling.  Kind of like w...
Posted by Ninja .1 on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 12:30:00 PST

but wait?

Corinne ended up texting me yesterday... surprising?  So I called her and we had a really long and intense phone conversation, and we're hanging out on Monday.  I dont know how good of an id...
Posted by Ninja .1 on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 05:15:00 PST

Eulogy

What a shitty way to end things... silence.  Friday we talked and we were supposed to hang out Sunday, but when it came around... nothing.  I hope I never have a relationship with anyone tha...
Posted by Ninja .1 on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 12:17:00 PST

The End?

This is it.  Officially she has an hour and fifteen minutes left, but Im pronouncing it dead on the table right now.  We were supposed to hang out today, but she never called.  She brok...
Posted by Ninja .1 on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 08:49:00 PST

7 Days

Is all Im giving myself to make this work.  She has said she wants to hang out, but we havent actually done it yet... so Im thinking that if we dont hang out by next Sunday, it's the end.  I...
Posted by Ninja .1 on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 01:31:00 PST