what to do | 
I have an apology to make to those around me..... I've been out of sorts lately because of my new work position that has me worn down, but mostly because of my love and his family's hard times..I feel... Posted by  on Sat, 15 Nov 2008 09:59:00 GMT | 
new family member! | 
So if you are a close friend to Gabe and I you should know that he and I took the next step in our relationship test and have moved in together!  I for one am quite amazed we are both still alive and ... Posted by  on Fri, 07 Nov 2008 18:22:00 GMT | 
just thinkin | 
I find myself in thought  much of my free time...shit I'm thinking even when I'm doing something else bout something else. 
  Lately its been about my life and where its going.
Am I truly li... Posted by  on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 20:00:00 GMT | 
vexed | 
so....yeah..life has a way of working itself out right? Cuz only two weeks has gone by since losing my friend, that I haven't healed from and now I have to go thru the whole funeral ordeal for my aunt... Posted by  on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 18:18:00 GMT | 
Always remembered | 
So A couple of days ago I tried really hard to write a blog. It was about a friend, or loss of. I went into detail on the impact she made on me, her son, and my friend. Then it got sucked up into the ... Posted by  on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 19:35:00 GMT | 
a cloudy world | 
Chest tight, pained with dreams of the night,confusion...a never ending battle of thoughts,hope,wishes unfulfilled and  just lying there.  Breathing shallow in hopes of not being heard,try t... Posted by  on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 16:50:00 GMT | 
In the beginning there was an end | 
Sooooo...here I am. Its three thirty in the morning, should still be two, and I can't sleep. So very much on my mind,so litttle time to sort it out. I haven't a clear view of anything in my life and s... Posted by  on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 00:34:00 GMT | 
from night to day | 
My nights..long, tedious work plagued nights are slowly losing there shadow. A light is cutting threw my dark skys helping me to see a better picture of whats out there. And there is quite a bit out t... Posted by  on Fri, 28 Jul 2006 19:41:00 GMT | 
mood | 
These past couple of months have been a living hell for me.I'm trying my damnest to swallow all the hurt and anger,trying to digest it. Its acid reflux of life,I can take a pill to calm it but bits an... Posted by  on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 09:10:00 GMT | 
dancing with insanity | 
Alas, here I am again,another sleepless night, one last cigarette and shambles of a mind. Suprised by that I am not,I've grown used to being this way. I lie awake fixated on the ceiling, finding comfo... Posted by  on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 19:50:00 GMT |