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Kristama

I am here for Networking

About Me

Full moon I crawl out of the womb birthed back to earth… clouds roll by… the moonlight fades and shadows hide my fears. And as I lose my mind I come to realize spirit can’t lose its mind and its all an illusion. I am a spirit soul floating on the earth plane with no connection to me other than the material identities I have defined myself with up until this point. My intentions here on this planet are to grow out of the “me” that I have been defining myself with. Working on releasing the patterns instilled in me from my upbringing, society and the belief structures that we are taught throughout life by various sources. I am searching for my true self, which really is not a self at all. It is a oneness that happens when we all come to realize that self does not exist and we are all sitting in one big bowl of cosmic soup. We are all a product of misunderstanding; judgment and materialism that has gone so beyond us spiritual beings that we do not even know we are material at all. I wish only to find the about me that is the in connection to the universe. I want to sit with that until the day this material body dematerializes and I can fall back into the infinite energy source of the universe. I wish to truly understand that you can never really fall in love but you can find beings in your life that only reflect your self love deeper. I am looking to learn that love is not ego food but instead fertilizer for the soul, and that each person in front of me is helping me grow into love more. I will sit and wait, watch the painter paint as I conform to whatever what ever expression of the artist I will become. I am a dancer. I dance for the divine and am simply here to serve the potent pleasure aspects of the divine. It is not my ride, it will never be my ride and I am a fool to think otherwise.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People interested in eco-villages and sustainable living. Who wish to create a community where holistic education comes with no tuition. Those living by divine desire, doing what they need to do, and being who they really are. Those with the courage and audacity to feel abundant inside. Those looking to create universal stability. Those that can deep a long deep breath whenever needed. Those looking to live freely and fully, live to the earth in creation and family working towards a global movement of healing. Those interested in consecration of their own personal power. Those who recognize the currents of life flowing through us. Those looking to recover from self harming patterns, people and places, Those who want to rewrite the insult of the word selfish and learn the virtues of self care. People who know what their needs are. Those that are into transformational creativity. People that think life is farming, raising children, music and singing. Those that are no shame dancers that can a find a beat in anything. People that can help me to expand beyond the ego. To help move me to deeper places within. People that do not wish to discuss what they did yesterday, today or what they are doing tomorrow. People that do not consider the weather or sports a topic of discussion. People that wish to be here now in the present moment working to work on themselves as spiritual warriors. People that can blow me open, make me angry shine the light on the places that I do not want to see… and that still will look me in the eyes and say I love you friend, beyond any of the ego bulls**t we ever encounter. People that are real even when being unreal would be much easier. People that care about expanding themselves in both their consciousness within and their consciousness of the earth that they live on. Anyone that has journeyed enough into themselves that they can give me travels tips for my ride. People that realize life is a struggle and that can surrender to their own helplessness and except like all human beings they have limitations. People that understand every thought has action and we must think together as collective energy. People that understand we live in a world of duality and that it helps us experience the material plane. People that understand that they are responsible to each person on this planet. People that can teach me humility. People that endure relationships even when things seem difficult. People that realize the only mirror they are looking in is the one they chose to stand in front of. People seeking to cultivate honesty within themselves. People that can own their own emotions. People that can articulate their feelings based upon the present moment. People that have mastered any of the above I am looking forward to learning from you. Those of you still working I am looking forward to joining you in growing.

My Blog

Something to Share

I believe..... That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don'tlove each other.And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.I believe... We don't have to ch...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 20:07:00 GMT

My poetry

My Naked Soul- Written and new moon sping 2007 You live in my naked soul Raw and exposed all parts of me begin to arise as I see the reality of my own creation My heart burns fire and all that w...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 20:10:00 GMT

Declaring Independence From Our Ego!

As always I pray you are well in spite of the condition of our world external and the sometimes shaky condition of the world internal. I must admit I am deeply saddened to watch fear escalating in the...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 00:11:00 GMT

Yogis need a laugh watch this!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5qsiXOZKc2A
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 23:29:00 GMT

Relationships

Where are your relationships exactly? We tend to learn that the idea of relationship means someone outside our self. And yes it's true other people are 'out there'! However they also exist within us, ...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 22:51:00 GMT

why is love painful

Why is love so painful? Love is painful,because it creates the way for bliss. Love is painful because it transforms; love is mutation. Each transformation is going to be painful because the old has to...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 11:16:00 GMT

keep asking yourself what you want

Keep asking yourself what you want, ignoring for a moment how anyone or anything around you might respond.  Listen for that voice inside that says, "yes, this is what I want"... If something...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 19:01:00 GMT

where life takes you

Our individual journeys take us into many unexpected situations where we encounter a wide variety of people-some quite like ourselves and some very different. We cannot anticipate these meetings, but ...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 22:11:00 GMT

retreat

Dominica Winter YOGA Retreat July 11, 2006 Dear Friends, I am putting out my feelers to plan a yoga retreat in Dominca for the winter. Prio...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 12:58:00 GMT