Soporblut

I'd like to meet:

"Love and torment are two faces to one coinage,most of the time we feel lonely, and many times we feel pain and grief?sometimes we love, but at the same time we want to be loved?Love is that great feeling which many people are searching for. Some people might think that there is no way they would ever fall in love, well, these people will always feel lonely, miserable, and with no life cuz they havent.Ive been in love before, well I think they are missing the fact that there is more hunger for love and appreciation in this world than for bread.!!!At the end my advice to everyone is to Treasure the love you receive above all. It will survive long after your good health has vanished." I adore those words,they touch me deep inside each time i read them. Will it always be like this,a world forever turning you in and out of my life?I know you can't always be there,for you are a drifter and my heart is your home. Can you blame me for my confusion,for the tears I have cried ,for reeling alone and lost with no one to run to,no shelter from the rain,no warmth and no embrace? Will you always be the shadow you claim to be? Never constant like the star in the sky but sometimes behind a cloudy haze. Will you always be that voice from the past that comes to hunt me in my dreams,that whispers to me what i long to hear,waking up in a cold sweat,drenched from uncertainty? Will it always be this way,never knowing where you stand or where you fall?Will I always be waiting,waiting my life away,for my love? Will tears continue to roll down my cheeks at dawn and thoughts of you come through my mind shattering it apart and emptiness dwells,playing with my heart? Will you remain unaware that I love you with a thousand hearts and a million little beats,that I love youwith every breath and every word I speak,that I love you with every tear that rolls down my cheeks? Will your heart always speak promises it can't keep?Will sad songs continue playing,disturbing my already aching heart and my thoughts?Will my words become illusion and my reality becomes my never-ending fate?Will I,for once more become an erased memory?Will my tears forever melt on my face and bleed within my numb soul? In the end I lay here crying.A vicios circle that whispers my hope and my dream,off into the wind.I have lived within a dream that will breathe till I die.An impossible has become a frame of my mind and my hands now catch the rain streaming from my eyes. Do you see my tears,my fears and my pain?
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Music:

Post Punk, Minimal Synth, Darkwave, Coldwave, Neo Folk, Goth Rock, Deathrock. Christian Death, Cure, Joy Division, Nick Cave, Interpol, Ikon, Rozz Williams, SHadow Project, :W:, Death in June, Current 93, Coil, Lucies Cries, Little Nemo, Madre del vizio, Chant of Maldoror, Bohemians, 23 Skidoo, Q Lazzarus, Phamtom Limb, Crisis, For against, Bauhaus, Cinema Strange, Clair Obscur, Chrome, DeSade, Corpus delicti, Eat your make up, Exedra, Frustration, Human desease, Gotterdammerung, Odessa, De Brassers, Siglo XX, The mob, red temple spirit, sator codex, Moskawa, grauzone, Anorexic dread, Moloko+, Vex, Psykke, Provisoire, electricini orgasam, Leitmotiv, Siekiera, Limbo, Norma loy, 13th chime, 1919, Memento mori, Frank the Baptism, Rosa Crux, Burning image.......and 1000 other obscur bands=)

Television:

Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career.Choose a family. Choose a big fucking television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disk players and electrical tin openers...choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on the couch, watching mind-numbing,spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all,pishing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life.....transpotting....

Books:

Heroes:

All the writters, and art maker who let me dreams....... Baudelaire, Maupassant, Corneille, Leonard de Vinci, Renoir......
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Manu
Birthday: 27/03/81
Birthplace: Mt St Aignan/France
Current Location: Melbourne/Australia
Eye Color: Brun/Green
Hair Color: Brun
Height: 181cm
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Do I have Any??
The Shoes You Wore Today: None, dont need any today
Your Weakness: Stan the Frog, Bobby, GG, Dimitri...
Your Fears: Dont know!
Your Perfect Pizza: Beurkkkkkkk
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Being a Bohemian, Clubber, trance, psycho, goth...
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Oh Dear!!!
Thoughts First Waking Up: Am Late! Bloody hell!
Your Best Physical Feature: dont know! Guess?
Your Bedtime: Late in the morning...
Your Most Missed Memory: after a few drink may be
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: all Shit!
Single or Group Dates: Single and Proud!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: I told you Coke Fucker!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Of Course Chocolat my favorite drug!
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffe Short Black!
Do you Smoke: Hummmmm do I?
Do you Swear: Fuck Not at all you fucking Fuck!
Do you Sing: all the times
Do you Shower Daily: 2 times a day
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: No
Do you want to get Married: Married what is that??? may be...
Do you belive in yourself: Yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: Yes
Do you think you are Attractive: Not specially
Are you a Health Freak: No
Do you get along with your Parents: Sometimes once a year!
Do you like Thunderstorms: Of Course!! also can be your thunder!
Do you play an Instrument: I try digiridooooooooo
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: They dont call me trash bag for nothing!
In the past month have you Smoked: Pot? Weed? grass?....
In the past month have you been on Drugs: do I?
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yep
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: Lol we are on stage everyday!!
In the past month have you been Dumped: No, maybe Carolina You SUCK!!!!
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: How many time you gonna ask this question!?
Ever been called a Tease: No
Ever been Beaten up: No
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: No life is already to short!
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: the one i am at the moment!
What country would you most like to Visit: All of them! Worldwide tour! one nationality! Mother earth!
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Dont Care
Favourite Hair Color: Dont Care
Short or Long Hair: Long
Height: Dont Care
Weight: Dont Care
Best Clothing Style: Dont Give a fuck about apparence...
Number of Drugs I have taken: I told you i dont take drug, except chocolat!
Number of CDs I own: Way to many..
Number of Piercings: None, no more piercing...
Number of Tattoos: Dont know maybe 1 huge
Number of things in my Past I Regret: NONE, I dont regret anything, except i didnt told some person than they are just a bunch of fucing narrow minded idiot!
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