.life.
.love.
.art.
.beauty.
.religion.
.death.
the [cool] kids in texas... they seem to be well hidden.
my idea of the perfect boy
well of course he'd be tall and gorgeous.. gotta love hxc.. preferrably christian.. but most importantly someone... to take care of me when im sick, to call me all hours of the night just "to hear my voice," to watch the sunrise at 5 in the morning, to hold me when im scared, to look into my eyes and not say a word, to cuddle by a fire with, to eat ice cream and watch a movie with, to wrestle with me.. aggressive but every now and then let me win so i can feel special, to kiss me for no reason what-so-ever, to hold my hand in the mall, to tell me everything will be alright even when theres a good chance it wont, to take pictures in photobooths with me, to talk to me in the middle of the night when i cant sleep, to be himself around me, to forgive me when i .... things up, to fall asleep with me, to play video games with, to rock out in the car with, to tell me im beautiful even when i feel like ....
but if none of these, then just someone to love me.. for me.
... i think i might have met the one im looking for...
i'm sure many of you will read a lot of my choices and think, 'why gawd, why?' but that's why they're mine...
.afi.
.agony.scene.
.all.american.rejects.
.all.that.remains.
.tori.amos.
.andrew.w.k.
.arch.enemy.
.as.i.lay.dying.
.ashes.to.ashes.
.atreyu.
.avenged.sevenfold.
.melissa.auf.der.maur.
.bed.light.for.blue.eyes.
.beloved.
.between.the.buried.and.me.
.black.dahlia.murder.
.the.bled.
.bleeding.through.
.bullet.for.my.valentine.
.bury.your.dead.
.carcass.
.cartel.
.children.of.bodom.
.chimaira.
.chiodos.
.circa.survive.
.cky.
.comeback.kid.
.converge.
.cradle.of.filth.
.curl.up.and.die.
.cypress.hill.
.daft.puck.
.darkest.hour.
.dead.poetic.
.demon.hunter.
.dillinger.escape.plan.
.dresdon.dolls.
.dry.kill.logic.
.eighteen.visions.
.e.town.concrete.
.evanescence.
.every.time.i.die.
.extol.
.the.faint.
.falling.cycle.
.flyleaf.
.from.autumn.to.ashes.
.from.first.to.last.
.funeral.for.a.friend.
.god.forbid.
.gnarles.barkley.
.haste.the.day.
.hatebreed.
.imogen.heap.
.he.is.legend.
.him.
.himsa.
.hopesfall.
.in.flames.
.it.dies.today.
.killswitch.engage.
.kottonmouth.kings.
.lacuna.coil.
.linkin.park.
.living.sacrifice.
.mae.
.manowar.
.mars.volta.
.martyr.a.d.
.mastadon.
.mewithoutyou.
.mindless.self.indulgence.
.most.precious.blood.
.my.chemical.romance.
.nodes.of.ranvier.
.norma.jean.
.number.twelve.looks.like.you.
.kelly.osbourne.
.panic.at.the.disco.
.papa.roach.
.pink.
.poison.the.well.
.pretty.girls.make.graves.
.project.86.
.queen.
.radiohead.
.relient.k.
.remembering.never.
.santus.real.
.savage.garden.
.scars.of.tomorrow.
.shadows.fall.
.shai.hulud.
.shakira.
.shattered.realm.
.ashlee.simpson.
.sanai.beach.
.smile.empty.soul.
.sneaker.pimps.
.soulfly.
.still.remains.
.story.of.the.year.
.suicidal.tendencies.
.sworn.enemy.
.system.of.a.down.
.taking.back.sunday.
.terror.
.thirty.seconds.to.mars.
.trice.
.through.the.eyes.of.the.dead.
.throwdown.
.thursday.
.trail.of.the.dead.
.uderoath.
.unearth.
.the.used.
.walls.of.jericho.
.with.honor.
.yellowcard.
.zao.
most of these are [independent] flicks.
.a.beautiful.mind.
.american.history.x.
.blow.
.boondock.saints.
.butterfly.effect.
.closer.
.counte.of.monte.cristo.
.crash.
.dangerous.minds.of.alter.boys.
.donnie.darko.
.edward.scissorhands.
.eternal.sunshine.of.a.spotless.mind.
.fear.and.loathing.in.las.vegas.
.fight.club.
.formula.51.
.good.girl.
.gothika.
.lock.stock.and.two.smoking.barrels.
.memento.
.neverending.story.
.requiem.for.a.dream.
.spun.
.training.day.
.25th.hour.
.vanilla.sky.
.what.dreams.may.come.
nothing exciting here.
.aqua.teen.hunger.force.
.crime.scene.investigation.
.family.guy.
.friends.
.futurama.
.project.runway.
.will.and.grace.
i haven't read much in a while, my books are outdated.
.a.child.called."it".
.go.ask.alice.
.the.lost.boy.
.a.man.named.dave.
.of.two.minds.
.the.perks.of.being.a.wallflower.
.white.oleander.
JESUS
"no love can be greater than a man who lays down his life for his friends."