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ur da reason Y m always happy N dats u Dir koh ^_^

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About Me

Just ask if u want to know somtin... No worry i wont bite... I start to ramble a quick, lightheart, yet truthful summary. Pausing so often to make light of my situation with a joke, it was painfully obvious I was frightened. My heart is aching. I can physically feel all the things I've kept burried starting to bubble to the surface.. With a quick jolt, I bite my lip, pause and I quickly shut them off. I ended my answer with a nervous laugh, and a apologetic comment, that I meant to sound cheerful. I am hoping that it might hide my feelings -- fright, timidness, and vulnerability. "Oh, but that is probably a much too detailed explaination to your simple question." / / /" ♥mark aka marko

My Interests

my interest are writing poems,singing, drawing,dancing,writing songs... anyting that make me happy and help me forget things that i want to for get...

I'd like to meet:

I was born with a heart like the rest of us do have but rescently i found it in half could you pls check your heart as you may be holding my missing half.. i would like to met the person who has my missing half... ^^I adore you. I care about you. The more my feelings for you, the more I grow frightened, that I might fail in your eyes. "I am scared to lose your respect. That would cut so deep. The more my adoration grows, it seems the more my weaknesses and flaws are a liability. To have you see me as anything less than perfect, is a fear that grows each day. In the quest for perfection, the more my insecurities shine bright. The only thing left to do is trust you. Trust that you care for all of me, including my imperfections. That your understanding will help and allow understand me.

" ♥Ria aka iyang hi dir...haha itz me^_^.. love you much!!!... miss u...

Music:

1;57 am 10/22/07"this song is for the special girl"song title; first time i saw ufirst time i saw you that was the best you are the girl i saw n my dream neva thought it will happen soon i feel in love with you every night i always dream about youchorus;everytime i close my eyes i always dream youwhere by my side with my arms around you huging you so tight so that no one can come around you i will neva let anyone take you aways from meohhhhh how i wish this will neva end i will neva open my eyes again.tomorrow way is another day i hope to see you again and ill try my best to say I LOVE YOUohhhh how i wish you will love me too and that will be the happyes thing in the world..back to chorus...

Movies:

The ones around are the ones that carethough I'm miserable inside, no-ones aware I though I'm in no controlat school and at home I feel as though I'm playing a role I'm scared of what I'm able to doI tell everyone I'm finished im through I have fooled the ones that worrythough I hurt myself all I can say is sorry so please forgive me though I liedbut please accept that I tried

Television:

pano ba ma mahal ng tama? sabi nila mali daw mag mahal ng kulang lalo na kong sobra. pano bah mag mahal ng tama kong alam kong tama ay mas higit pa sa sobra...

Heroes:

hacked by:^_^me^_^(031108) hi dir.. well em xu bored ryt now.. i have nuthing 2 do xu i decided 2 hacked yah page... nweiz we nevah talked dah much 2day... ummm.. wat can i say bout my dir, my kurnik, my bagtit, my sweet loving boyfriend????.. ummm... well he's d man 4 me=) he complete's me... at first i never taught of a guy like him who will do his very best to show and feel 2 me how much he loves me.... i am so happy having him in myLife cuz he brings out d best in me^_^..he olweiz ask me WHAT IS LOVE???... honestly i don't knoe what 2 answer cuz love has so much meaning... but ol i know is love is when you make fil somebody that they're important 2 u, that your life is not complete when dey'r not der... things happen so fast but loving my kurnik is one of the best that happened 2 mylife... i am trying my best to b d best so that i want him 2 fil what i fil 4 him... d love,care, attention that he giving me is xubra xubra... DIR... i want to say THANK YOU for loving me d way u do... for accepting me in yourlife... GOD know's how much i heart you.. how much i care about you... you... you d reason why i change like this and i become more responsible of my needs... I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!.. things maybe xu complicated 4 us sometimes but we both know that things happen cuz of wat we do... and i hope dat habaan pa natin ung pasensya natin.... i want uz 2 be xu happy... love you!! so MUCHHHHH!!!I LOVE YOU DIR MUAHH ^^..

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to my special one

1;57 am 10/22/07 "this song is for the special girl" song title; first time i saw u first time i saw you that was the bestyou are the girl i saw n my dreamneva thought it will happensoon i feel in lov...
Posted by ur da reason Y m always happy N dats u Dir koh ^_^ on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 05:24:00 PST

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