A Death Wish

I am 5'5+I'm an artist+My real name doesn't matter+I don't smoke+I dont drink+My parents are divorced+I hate myself+Sometimes I hate you+My past haunts me+I have cut myself before+My best friends dont know what haunts me+They dont bother to ask if i'm ok+I dont get enough sleep+My friend has cancer+You think you know my, but you have no fucking clue+I need a haircut+Two shots is better then one+I'll bite you if you ask me to+The best thing i have done was getting rid of you+He almost ruined my life+I used to get drunk every weekend+Last year 5 people close to me died+I have been on painkillers and Anti-depressants+My mother used to beat me, mentally and physicaly+My sister hates my guts+I'll push you to the edge if you don't stop+Im standing on the edge of that bridge+I'm graduated but still in school+My whole day is spent on art+Where has my heart gone+I want to move far from here and never look back+I'm not afraid to fight, i have won before+I carry a rape whistle and a knife+Noone knows my regrets and how many i have+I have never openly said these things on this page before+I left because i wont take their shit anymore+It's only just begun+I fucking HATE myspace and swore never to get it, but did so i could write this+Someone needs to know+I hate the Barenaked Ladies, i'd shoot them if i could+I have broken my wrist, my ankle, my toes and fingers+I'm always cold to the point i can't feel my fingers+I gave you love, in return you gave me pain+I always wish at 11:11 if i catch it+You will never know+Should i take the step or walk away?+I'm not joking anymore+Take the clue, I need to talk+I promised i wouldnt do it, but i have come so close to letting go+I dont want to go to prom+I dont want to be in this house+I loved the way he used to look at me+Sometimes i wish i still went to Youth Group+I would never hurt anyone, unless they hurt me+One bullet gone, only two will get the job done+Next step, I'm gone+"Here's to the end, love"+