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About Me

I AM A FUCKING BITCH,
BUT NOT ALL OF THE TIMEmy name is ryan. i am a very fun person to be around. i am out going, sweet, and crazy. i hate drama and bullshit. i am nice but i can be a bitch and believe me...it's a night and day type thing. *kisses*

My Interests

i am intersted in all or the arts. i love reading, drawing, painting, listening to music. or just sitting at home and watching a movies with my friends.

I'd like to meet:

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someone that isn't weak...but makes me weak.

Music:

i love it all.

Movies:

i love so many fucking movies it is unreal. -phantom of the opera, pirates of the carribean 2, the craft, interview with the vampire and party monster, the covenant, legend, the labryinth, etc.

Television:

will & grace, american idol, roseanne, the nanny, the goldern girls, mama's family, thats so raven, and whatever is on really...but i don't watch it very often.

Books:

i love to read anything by v.c. andrews, anne rice, agatha christie or mary higgins clark.

Heroes:

everyone i love. you know who u are and no one can replace u.

My Blog

friends.

ok i have friends. but all to often i feel like we are not really friends. they ignore me and act like i'm not even here. i call them to hang out and they say we will and we never do. one thing i hate...
Posted by love me or hate me on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 02:39:00 PST

naughty poetry

Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In T...
Posted by love me or hate me on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 01:05:00 PST

lemons

LEMONS- katy rose They've clipped my wings againTore them apart and thenLeft meNo use to fly away to My yesterdayOf freedomMy eyes died back that daySeeing the hurt I may have doneBeat m...
Posted by love me or hate me on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 12:12:00 PST

this is a big fuck you

this song goes out to the guy that has pissed me off beyond all recognition. all i have to say to him is "FUCK YOU! AND YOUR NEW BOYFRIEND!" "How Long"Why'd you go and break what's already broken I tr...
Posted by love me or hate me on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 01:24:00 PST

it's my job...

ok. so i started my new job last night at backyard burgers. it was crazy. i don't like it too much. but for the time being it is money. well my manager is okay. but she got on my nerves last night. i...
Posted by love me or hate me on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 12:07:00 PST

call me when you're sober...

Don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself Can't keep believing We're o...
Posted by love me or hate me on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 12:46:00 PST

my body

i have become disgusted with my body. i don't like how it feels or how it looks. i avoid the bathroom mirror when i undress to bathe b/c it simply does not please me. i have decided that i am going t...
Posted by love me or hate me on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 12:44:00 PST

what i need...

i need someone to need me. someone to love me. someone who cares. i'm not asking much. just the basic things every human needs. i have a heart with a hole that needs a certain kind of love only ...
Posted by love me or hate me on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 02:45:00 PST

impending doom...but then a dull ray of light...perhaps???

well. i was feling really shitty yesterday. i had my moment of rant and rave then i was ok. i just feel like the world is against me sometimes. other then the whole job hunting issue and the frickin c...
Posted by love me or hate me on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 11:06:00 PST

rose petals no longer falling....just rain

that guy i spoke of in my last blog. he dosen't talk to me and he tells me it's over. so much for love.
Posted by love me or hate me on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 11:03:00 PST