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Thanks for making me out to be this monster that I am not. For friendships that have been destroyed by people saying simple words. Could hurt more then just feelings. I guess what they say is always true, you never really know someone. How things played out are now unpreventable. I said im sorry, which if you knew me, you would know it means more then just words.I am who I am, I am not a monster, I put everyone else before me I don't walk all over people. I am not what you make me out to be. You say you don't judge, but before I even had a chance, I was shot down, hurt to a new degree from others then you. learning experiences is what makes life move forward. and relationship are built off of them. but it was a perfectly constructed mess. that I wish I could have turned around, and watched it fall down, an entirely different way. perhaps not even at all.Extended Network Banner made with MyBannerMaker.com! Click here to make your own!
I want to write
but the words keep getting stuck
somewhere between my heart an my mind
and the tip of my tongue.
I want to write but my thoughts wont turn over,
they need a jump start,
the engine id flooded
the gas light is on
my tank is dry
and I'm turning the key but I'm getting nowhere.
I want to write but my wires are crossed,
my hand and my heart speak two different languages.
I want to write but all I can think of is you,
and your face
your hands
your lips
your smile
gets between me and the words and its alright.
Because I want to write.
So I take my pen
and i trace the curves of your face
and i bend the ink into letters,
and the shapes I make spell the way your eyes gleam
in the half-light when you look at me,
and the way your smile spreads across your face
like a sunrise over the horizon
as I'm flying home
by: SMG
Fiona larissa Gemi
Theres so much that I could say about her, but this sums it up pretty quick...
My Best friend, my sister, someone I can not live with out.
But... heres some more about her...
I can talk to her for hours, and get brainwashed by guitar hero, until 3:30 in the morning, where she "think the walls are moving". (haha)
there is no path in life that fiona and i wont go through together, or that we wont help each other out on... Cause thats how we work. we are twins at the soul. we even think the same things. We have the same style, we would share clothes... if she was so freaking skinny and tall xp.
is one of the best people that I know. I am so lucky to be her friend. she makes an amazing best friend and an even better sister. & I love her so much for that. the bond we have is incredibly strong, but has cracks, that were only made for love to go back into them =] She really is the hero of my life. She is soooo amazing, and is a total!!! babe, come on boys =]. lol. She has been there since day 1. (of Pennfield) and I love her to death, and I think I would much rather be dead then not be friends with her. We may have our moments, but we have some pretty great times at Tech, and our sleepovers =] there the best! & no matter where I move, Fiona will always be one step behind to make sure I am smiling =D from ear to ear. We laugh so hard that we almost pee our panties. & things we do may look crazy to you, but come on, Who is having the more fun? Yeah I thought so. But somethings that occur... I just can not talk to you about...and I leave it up to you to find out...I know I am not an open book to read...well to easily read. But its the little things that people do that I pick up on, and the little ones, I thought you would do, but don't....
j amie j ame
Is another one of my best friends, I have known her for going onto 3 years now. and she is the happiest person I know! She could not hurt ANYONE. and she is all around the BEST person I know. She looks at life so positively that its crazy =]
crazy... thats the best part about her. She's crazy, and she can make anyone feel like they can be themselves around her. She is going to be on broad way some time in her life, and if anyone says any different, I will get your address and beat the life out of you until you agree =)
I have so much faith in Jamie that she will succeed in life so much more then half the people she is going to graduate with. though Jamie got rid of her "Jamie" features, aka: Glasses, and hair (really short and looks good), and braces! haha, although she might hate them, I loved them about her, and if I was going to draw a stick figure of her it would have a circle with her glasses on them, and the stick body, and thats it. haha =p
This section has many more years to grow into it, our time together jamie, has just begun =)
I’d rather fail at doing something off the wall than succeed at something pedestrian.
http://jessicagallagher.gotdns.com/
She was an angel send down from heaven to watch over us, and to show us the true meaning of life... she is me gaurdian angel.
Its hard for me to talk about her, so... I can not even imagine what it's like for her family. Jessy did everything for everyone else, and she was always the last person on her mind. She was always throwing her smile out there just to make someones day. A gentle soul, that touched many hearts.... and that will be forever remembered... & I will never forget that day when the casket was lowered to the dirt, and we all buried our beloved Jessica...
“That candle burned at both ends, not knowing where the center was,” Ron said of his daughter. “The smile in those eyes said it all. There was so much love from her.”
Jess Gallagher is my hero, forever and always will she be in my heart. While she's up in heaven looking down on me, and her Family. June 3, 1988 to March 8 2008. 19 Years old. thats 166,440 hours.
"I'd like the memory of me to be a happy one, I'd like the leave an afterglow of smiles when life is done. I'd like to leave an echo whispering softly down the ways, Of happy times and laughing times and bright and sunny days.I'd like the tears of those who Grieve, to dry before the sun Of happy memories that I leave When life is fully done.
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