DOLLY DAYDREAM ♥

Im carrie
I seem to have developed a sign on my forehead that says use me and fuck me over.
this has resulted in a noticeable change that im beginning to hate.
im bitter.im cold. im agressive. this isnt emo, get a clue.
maybe if i was shown some respect, id be myself again. :(
this is me.
Im quite a simple person, i live life day by day. i believe life can always throw unexpected things your way and not all of them can be good.
Theres a bit of scene in us all, and thats a fact.
Lately iv learned that people can be very decieveing & turn out to be everything you dont like in a person.
I also refuse to sit back & let everyone walk over me, its done with. I have rebuilt my barrier and no-one will pull the wool over my eyes anymore.
By being harsh , i protect myself, even though it makes me unlikeable, im still the same person, just trying to toughen myself up and cover the hurt
I want love but it never seems to want me.
One day il have what im looking for. until then i probably will continue to moan about it.
Il probably never be as thin or as pretty as most girls.
but i know im true to myself.
I dont have time for judgemental people, although everyone can be sometimes.
I love animals.
I dont believe in animal cruelty in any form.
Im not a vegetarian, but i rarely eat meat.
Lifes not about having 1000 comments on a picture photoshopped to death
I want to reach old age not regretting anything
I love my friends, and everything they do that makes me smile. and for those who have shown their true colours. its a shame really, but i dont need you now & i never will.
Im greatful to everyone who has stood by me lately & to the people always give me the reality checks i need.
Lifes never fair. and you cant always get what you want. But you are in control of what you can aim to achieve.
Iv learned not to give people your full trust to soon, they will just abuse it. I wont let my guard down so quickly again.
I think im a nice person once you get to know me. :] i dont believe there is a need to be nasty to people. Although i refuse to be a doormat any longer & i will tell you what i think & feel about you.
A subway sandwich and a carton of ribena keeps me happy.
You dont always have to be drunk to have fun. but its always a bonus :]
JD & Coke & toiletducks all the way please.
Talk to me, dont talk to me, i couldnt care less. I think most people on myspace are a bunch of twats who need to learn what maturity is before they go shouting their mouths off.
I aim to make something of my life & il look back in the future at all you failed saps and laugh :]
i dont owe anybody fuck all.
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this moody bitch
she completes me ;]. haha
we understand each other in a way no-one else does & id take a bullet for her with no hesitation
love you long time
MY GIRLS
are all i need ta.
♥
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