You Will Know Me, By The ScaRs I Bare, You Will KnoW Me By The Hate I Swear!
"To find yourself in a foreign land"
You feel out of place...you feel more foreign then you've ever felt in your life. I serve two countries at one time and I'm forever trying to make all my dreams a reality. I'm a Great Man! I doesn't matter what you say nor do I care what you think if you disagree lOl. I'm very loving and expressive when it comes to how I feel and what I think. I'm a lot of things. There's no simplicity when it comes to me. Either love me or hate me, but you'll be glad to know me. I'm real funny, but real serious at times. I have a maturity, depth and passion that not many understand nor appreciate. But it's ok because I have a wonderful family and lots of friends that appreciate me and see me for who I am. God gives me what I'm worth. I'm in the Air Force and I'm on an island that will be my home for a couple of years. I'm very grateful for my life, my health, my family and friends and for just being able to feel...the pain, the strain, the happiness, the pleasures and the memories. Eventhough I don't always like to remember, I'm sure that every single thing/moment serves a purpose. Anyhow, I can go on and on...but I rather not and let you find out...if you wanna know whatsup, hit me up. The only reason I'm on myspace is to unify me with my family and friends and maybe meet some cool people along the way. But other then that...it's a bit over rated and full of shit at times. Anyhow, I appreciate your curiousity and attention. Live life to the fullest, don't settle for less or get caught up in shit. Always keep your head up and keep a sense of humor. You ain't never had a friend like me.
My shadow's Shedding skin
And I've been picking scabs again.
I'm down, digging through my old muscles for a clue.
I've been crawling on my belly, clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own confused and insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over...
Or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna know what I've been hiding in my shadow
Change is coming through my shadow.
My shadow's shedding skin.
I've been picking my scabs again.
I've been crawling on my belly, clearing out what could've been
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic,insecure delusions.
I wanna feel the change consume me
Feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and cleansing
I've endured, in my shadow.
Change is coming. Now this is my time!
Listen to my muscle memory.
Contemplate what I've been clinging to.
I, choose to Live and to, Grow,
Take and Give and to, Move,
Learn and love and to, Cry,
Kill and Die and to, Be,
Paranoid and to, Lie,
Hate and Fear and to, Do,
Life as it comes...Straight no Chaser
"When all else fails and all else fades..."
"I kept my word through bitter days"
