sometimes i stress out because i worry that i might start stressing while i'm in a stress free zone. and you know, stress kills. which is why i designate these certain said "stress free zones." now see, as a concept, a "stress free zone" sounds all well and good, but in actuality it just creates pressure, because it has to remain stress free, you know? i'm expected to remain stress free in this stress free zone, and that expectation creates a pressure to meet. and then i start to worry that maybe i'll sacrifice the integrity of the stress free zone by stressing, and believe me, thats just stressful. so there i am stressing, and on top of that, i'm in a stress free zone, so then i stress harder because i shouldn't be stressing at all, LET ALONE inside of a stress free zone. its like smoking funny plants at school, drug free zone and all. even though its illegal everywhere. but its MORE illegal at school. just as stressing is worse while in a stress free zone. if i just got rid of the stress free zones, maybe i wouldn't stress as much, and i could live longer. but then again, by doing away with the zoning, i'm basically saying that EVERYWHERE is now a "stress zone," which concerns me, because then i'd just stress out because i'm in the zone to be stressing. either way, i stress; and baby, lose lose situations blow.
but i'm a pretty mellow guy.
"i hate poetry. thats why i write mine the way i'd like to read it." - bukowski.
