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About Me

"Some people are blind or ignorant, and you can't be that prejudiced and hateful and go through this world and still be happy...I think art can change minds. It's all right to be who you are." -Dolly Parton

I'm empathetic and anxious most of the time. I wonder what I was meant to do with my life about every second of the day. I'm creative, but I have no outlet. I'm into piercings and tattoos when done tastefully. I am in awe of anyone who can be themselves because I can't. I'm almost positive that I'm infamous. I am ready to graduate, move out of Atlanta, and finally start making something of myself. I love Apple, Volkswagen, and Dolly Parton. I'm worried that no one will understand what I'm writing. I'm really terrified of getting older. I believe in love or at least the power it has over me. I am still trying to figure out what kind of impact God wants me to have on this planet. Even though I don't know what it is, I know that it's something, and I am devoting each day to trying to figure it out.


AIM kailoveao..

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My Interests

design, writing, psychology, photography, volkswagen, technology, animals, body mods, apple computer, vegetarianism, religious and new age theories, buddhism, LUSH cosmetics

I'd like to meet:

Everyone

Backwoods Barbie-Dolly Parton

Music:

Cher, Dolly, Fall Out Boy, RuPaul, Scissor Sisters, Ingrid Michaelson, Mary J., Beyonce, Celine Dion, Toni Braxton, Mariah, Justin Timberlake, Gwen Stefani, Janet Jackson, Shakira

Movies:

Practical Magic, Little Miss Sunshine, Diary of a MBW, Legally Blonde, Transamerica, Herbie: Fully Loaded, Life Size, Transformers, Romy and Michelle
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Television:

LA Ink, Charmed, Sex and the City, Will & Grace, Judge Judy, Golden Girls, Designing Women
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Books:

Buddhism Is Not What You Think/ Steve Hagen, Harvest of Hope/ Jane Goodall..

Heroes:

Cher, Dolly Parton, Kat Von D, Margaret Cho..

My Blog

A little bit of love

I've always heard people say that "God is love," but I never really got it. I think that maybe that, whether they meant it or not, they were being very literal. Or maybe it should be put, "The love on...
Posted by Ryan on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 12:54:00 PST

The night can be cruel

I wish I could take back all the things I saidbecause when I lie in bedI can't help but thinkof youBut my mistakes aren't all I think ofIt's youand him from long ago that I wish could be long-ago-forg...
Posted by Ryan on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 09:50:00 PST

My used-to-be friend

When we were tiny,my used-to-be-friend,we would play games that embarrass us nowI don't know howor why we would laugh so hard and cry my mother from the table for saltWhen we were small,my used-to-be-...
Posted by Ryan on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 10:15:00 PST

What you dont know about me

I lie awake.I can't ever sleep.My mind keeps turning and thinking of meAnd of you.I don't know if you'll ever understandMy heart is always open to you.I think I hate you againBut I'm never sure about ...
Posted by Ryan on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 12:30:00 PST

Short one

Today SUCKED! That's really all. I just hope tomorrow is better. Bah, usually isn't. I'm so positive it hurts. Ow.
Posted by Ryan on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 09:00:00 PST

Lazy...

I am so pissed at myself right now. I just got out of a Biology test, which is a subject that is easy for me, and I usually do good at. However, like usual, when I sat down to study it turned into 5 h...
Posted by Ryan on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 07:27:00 PST

My Future

I have always felt, and I still do feel, like my life is stuck on pause.I seem to always be looking forward to some magical time when I will be happy and satisfied, but I never seem to get there. I fi...
Posted by Ryan on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 08:50:00 PST

New job!!

I FINALLY got a new job! I am so excited and happy. It seems like it took me forever, but it actually wasn't that long. I kinda felt bad my last day at PetSmart. I know that I am one of the only peopl...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 09:52:00 PST