Dork

ok where to start?I am not photogenic. My camera sucks, and the pics are blurry. If you don't like it, bite me. I can't promise I won't bite back. I'm 6 foot tall and kinda on the skinny side. I have brown hair and brown eyes. I don't do drugs, because I have proven time and time again that I can be stupid and irresponsible sober. Although I've tried a lot. I'll try almost anything once. ::wink wink:: I do smoke and drink, and I'm tired of people always saying things like "it's bad for you" or "it's killing you".I don't need another mother, three is enough.So I say in response, to quote those who are a bit wiser than me: "If it's so bad for you why does it feel so good?" and "what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger". I mean seariously we are all gonna die one day, why not enjoy all life has to offer while we are here. I like being affectionate. I like being sweet and romantic. I'm too sweet. Like everyone else ever.. I'm a hopeless romantic. I like being rude and obnoxious. I can't spell. I like being cynical. I am often vain. I have low self-esteem. I have too much hope in people. I like to be alone. I hate to be lonely. I'm lonely a lot. I'm alone a lot. I'm not anti-social, but anti-most people. I tend to be clingy to anyone nice to me. I don't like distance. I like when people call me for no reason. I don't like the phone though. I hate those long periods of silence. I never had a cell phone until resently. I never thought there was a need for people to get in contact with me when ever and where ever I am. I still don't. I don't like being told I'm hot/cute/etc. over the internet. It only counts in person. I am addicted to these voting/dating websites. Although I am not looking to "hook up" or find a girlfriend. I get bored easily. I'm bored of typing this profile. But I'll continue out of sheer bordom. I don't like it when girls act suprised when I tell them I don't have a girlfriend cause that just makes me feel bad like I should. I'm the jealous type. But not the aggressive jealous type. More like the sit-back-and-not-do-anything-about-it jealous type. I just don't feel like I should have to fight some random guy I don't even know to prove something to a girl, it's not worth it. I'm not a "pussy". I have been in "a few" fights, and "won" most of them. I just don't like confrontation. I hate people who use those damn quote things. I like to listen to people. I hate to listen to people go on and on. I am a hippacrit. I am a horrible artist. I am a horrible musician. I am a horrible poet. But I still try. I hope you read this. I can't read things that don't keep me interested. So I hope I've kept you interested. I don't have any tattoos. Although I'd like to get some. I had a bunch of piercings but I took them all out for a job I got. I can't keep a steady job. It's not that I can't do the jobs, it's that I can't deal with the drama and gossip that goes on at them. I have to much of that in my normal life. I hate gossip. I think drama is healthy, every once in awhile. I walk with my head down, hands in my pockets. I usta walk too much, now I don't walk enough. I tend to walk/drive where I think I might run into someone I know. I hate people who think they are "bi". You are not a special or unique snowflake. You are just starved for attention, confused, lonely, bored, selfish, or mentally challenged. Make up your damn minds! Dick or no dick? And I don't have anything against the mentally challenged, I have a brother with autism, so fuck off if you were gonna hate on me because I said that. I hate slang. Although I give "props" to anyone who has read this far. I listen to music 24/7. All kinds. If I were to put down every band/etc. it would take 10 times longer then it took me to write all this. I love movies. I can like almost any movie. Show me a foreign film in a language I can't understand. I will like it. I hate people who label people because of the way they dress. I have been labeled everything from a "goth" to a "wigger". I like to think I have my own unique style, but I don't. I pretty much just wear what ever is clean. It seems that I can never do enough laundry. I'm going to stop now. This is too addicting. But it felt good to write it. I think I know myself better now.If you must know more, just ask.