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Ashley

Curiousity killed the Ashley

About Me


1-18-07 3:59 p.m.
Your wish is my command.....
You want to see me cry? Look harder.
You want to watch me run away? Take one step closer.
You want to watch my heart break into a million pieces? Say the words.
You want to see me scream? Keep it coming.
You want to watch me loose my sanity? Watch carefully…
What to see my heart broken, my ways of life in shreds, and everything I’ve worked so hard for disappear?
Because without you, it would.
But this is me. I let myself be taken away with the flow, and I don’t notice that around me, everything is flying by. Its like standing still and watching the world around you move. I fell. I fell hard. And now I’m trying to stand back up only to realize that my knees are bleeding and my hands are all scraped up. The pain of standing back up is enough to make me want to fall again and just forget about anything else. But I think the pain in my heart is just as bad as the pain of a bleeding knee or a scraped hand. As a child I fell all the time, I have scars on my knees from it, but as a teenager, I have only fallen twice and each time it has hurt more than the last. This time, its like having a bone popped back into place. It’s a long lasting agony. One that doesn’t stop when I want it to. I can scream, I can cry, and I can threaten to end it all, but the pain doesn’t stop. It doesn’t stop! It’s a cruel sensation. It’s a bloody mess. It’s a wound that has been reopened and had salt sprinkled into it one grain at a time. It’s love.
Jerry Out!
If you dont believe that curiousity killed the Ashley, you don't know Ashley than. Because curiousity had tried and will kill the Ashley.
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My Interests

Hanging out with my friends, Text messaging, Boys, Meeting new people, shopping, just going for a drive. seeing how fast i can make it through downtown, Playing xbox, (when other people give up the controllers), doing nothing, reading, talking on the phone, warm weather, i Love to wakeboard and play golf. mmm...italian food. I like doing anything really, as long as i have someone fun to do it with.

Your Passion is Purple!
You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve.
If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through.
But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack.
You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart. What Color is Your Passion?

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet Mr. Right...but i'm not going to settle for a guy i can live with....Its going to be the guy i cant live without.


You Have A Type B+ Personality
You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.

While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Music:

I can listen to about anything, as long as its not country.

Movies:

Without A Paddle!!! Mr. and Mrs. Smith, The Matrix, Pirates of the Caribbean, anything Disney. Just about anything, as long as its not scary. Because then i will put my head in the closest thing that wont move. I like action movies the most, but every now and then, a good chick flick is awesome.

Television:

Dont have much time to watch tv, but i do like the O.C., Family Guy and Entourage.

Books:

Anything that can keep my attention, and my bible.

Heroes:

I seem to have alot of heros, but i think the main ones are my girl friends that have been there for me no matter what... Billy, Tom, Dan, Kimmie, and Emily.

The other ones are my parents. They mean the world to me.