Lessons Learned!!! |
Solitude within myself is what I am searching for now. The right to be okay with me. Now why I find that so difficult I don't know, but I do. Sometimes feeling less than is also a problem but I can ge... Posted by (~..~ tRu$t!nG MySeLf 2 mAkE gOoD dEc!s!oNs~..~) on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 12:03:00 PST |
Workign on me!! |
Life in general is truly in my hands
The mistakes I make and the promises I brake
The way I lead people to me
Then push them away
Wanting someone close but not right by my side
Needing the touch fro... Posted by (~..~ tRu$t!nG MySeLf 2 mAkE gOoD dEc!s!oNs~..~) on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 12:00:00 PST |
**DOING ME** |
New found glory
That is truly just for me
Though holding my head in shame
With you it doesn't feel the same
Playing with hearts and spades
The time that is spent can never change
Co... Posted by (~..~ tRu$t!nG MySeLf 2 mAkE gOoD dEc!s!oNs~..~) on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 11:16:00 PST |
Dealing!! |
As I search for myself I find u
In all of my thoughts and dreams
I struggle with myself to let u go
Though to do me I have to
Not wanting to move on
But knowing it is whats best
&nb... Posted by (~..~ tRu$t!nG MySeLf 2 mAkE gOoD dEc!s!oNs~..~) on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 11:59:00 PST |
THE FEELINGS OF RIGHT NOW!! |
There is pain in my soul
But I still feel that I had to let you go
My options were 1
That seemed to have put the bullet in the gun
Can't go back can't change what is
I've done what I've done and... Posted by (~..~ tRu$t!nG MySeLf 2 mAkE gOoD dEc!s!oNs~..~) on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 12:21:00 PST |
Thoughts of what to do!! |
As the tears come rolling down my face
my heart starts to race
what if this is it
how do I let go of him
I want to hold on
Keep him close in my arms
Is there anything that I can say to make him stay
... Posted by (~..~ tRu$t!nG MySeLf 2 mAkE gOoD dEc!s!oNs~..~) on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 01:44:00 PST |
Clear as ice!! |
How much do I love thee in too manys ways to plea The nights that I watch u sleep those mean the most to me sleep peacefully not the ones when u turn ur bacc on me the mornings when I awake to ur glar... Posted by (~..~ tRu$t!nG MySeLf 2 mAkE gOoD dEc!s!oNs~..~) on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 11:09:00 PST |
Something nice to think about |
Finally
As I close my eyes to reminisce
I can still taste the sweetness of your kiss
The soft caress of your fingertips against my skin
My body starts to warm from the outside in
Your tongue takes ... Posted by (~..~ tRu$t!nG MySeLf 2 mAkE gOoD dEc!s!oNs~..~) on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 10:18:00 PST |
3RD INSTALLMENT!!! |
SO THAT Y A B PARTY WAS WIT THA BIZ!! THE AFTER PARTY WAS WIT IT TOO!! THE NIGHT WAS CUT SHORT DUE TO SOME TOO EARLY SHOOTING BUT IT WAS STILL COOL. DON'T TRIP THE NEXT WILL BE BIGGER AND BETTER CUZ W... Posted by (~..~ tRu$t!nG MySeLf 2 mAkE gOoD dEc!s!oNs~..~) on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 10:26:00 PST |
Why do we lie?? |
If I tell you to tell me the truth then I expect the truth from you. But for some reason they just don't get it. it can't really be that hard to tell the truth. what is there to be scared of... Posted by (~..~ tRu$t!nG MySeLf 2 mAkE gOoD dEc!s!oNs~..~) on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 11:05:00 PST |