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an eternity isn't near long enough for all the dreams that i hold of you and me.

About Me

I'm happily married with 3 gorgeous daughters. My husband and kids mean everything to me. More then the whole damned world. i love them and would happily give all i have to see them happy, even if just for an instant. john is my soulmate! So guys: read this! do NOT message me asking me to f*ck n' s*ck you. That's an automatic block. Get it. Got it. Good! Moving along. . . I am a bitch, a total bitch and I will freely and proudly admit it. just don't call me one cause i hate that. i write, and often times it's rather twisted and sardonic, but it's one of my most prided talents and i know i'm damn good at it. i have a bad tendency of letting things get out of my control, yet somehow always find a way to amend them. i'm not perfect, and will never claim to be. i've been hurt and done my share of hurting as well. yes, i regret it, though i know it can't be changed, i can change, and i have for the better. i'm picky, but i'm not high maintenance. i'm sadistic, but not heartless. i'm myself no matter what anyone else wants me to be cause that's all i can be and that's all i'm going to try to be. i have (what many people consider) different views on life and religon. i believe in dharma and karma, also in reincarnation. i don't care nor criticize others beliefs and i expect the same from them. i do however request that someone doesn't try to convince me that their theories are correct by shoving them down my throat and condemning me for my own beliefs. i don't to it to people i meet, so don't do it to me. hmmm. . . overall though i'm relatively nice. i do have my really crappy days and moments when i'm just in a bitchy mood, but if i am, i'll try and warn you ahead of time. think of me what you will, because either way, it's what you're going to think. maybe this 'about me' section makes sense, maybe it doesn't. i don't really give a damn either way. so, thanks for reading if you made it through all this and have a great day!


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My Interests

family, school, music, shopping. . . the usual.

You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.

Demon


75%

Angel


59%

Dragon


58%

Mermaid


50%

WereWolf


42%

Faerie


25%

created with what does your birth month say about u?MAY Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Totally BADASS. Best person you'll ever meet!..hottest most craziest in bed that you'll ever meet!!
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Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab CodeFairly accurate, except for the kid part. I love kids! I love being a mommy more than anything else in the world.

You scored as Winter. WinterWinterClouded with snow The cold winds blow, And shrill on leafless bough The robin with its burning breast Alone sings now.The rayless sun, Day's journey done, Sheds its last ebbing light On fields in leagues of beauty spread Unearthly white.Thick draws the dark, And spark by spark, The frost-fires kindle, and soon Over that sea of frozen foam Floats the white moon.Walter De La Mare

Winter


67%

Autumn


48%

Summer


37%

Spring


32%

What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
The Jackal
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You scored as Anti-Christ. If it..'s not obvious, you..'re anti-christ meaning you..'re open to every religion EXCEPT christianity. I love you

Satanism


100%

Anti-Christ


100%

Athiest


88%


75%

You scored as Zoroastrian Pagan. The Zoroastrian Pagan is a rare breed who follows the teachings of Zoroaster, the religious reformer. He believed that there were no gods, and it was naive to put faith in them and give them names. What one should focus on is merely serving one side of the cosmic duality; work on good or light deeds, and the world would become more good or light. Same goes for forces or powers of the nocturnal, if so chosen to follow that path. Pagans of this variety are rare, but often feel like they get more done without the hassle and clutter of pantheons and gods. They're smart, analytical, and occasionally cynical.

Zoroastrian Pagan


100%

Ecclectic Pagan


65%

Shamanic Pagan


60%

Eastern Pagan


40%

Celtic Pantheonic Pagan


40%

Roman Pantheonic Pagan


30%

Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan


25%

Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans


20%

Greek Pantheonic Pagan


20%

Kabbalistic Pagan


20%

Catholic (Pagan?)


15%

Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)


10%

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Sonya Culley
Birthday: 5/23/1983
Birthplace: Durham, NC
Current Location: Franklinton, NC
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Blonde (when natural. . . lol)
Height: 5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty
Your Heritage: Irish, English, and Norwegian mostly
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black heels
Your Weakness: Fear of failure & rejection
Your Fears: Thunder, spiders, and heights
Your Perfect Pizza: Extra cheese and mushrooms with no sauce. YUM!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Make things they way they're meant to be
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol or wtf (it's a tie!)
Thoughts First Waking Up: Is it morning already?!
Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes (my hubby says boobs. . . lol)
Your Bedtime: Whenever I feel like it
Your Most Missed Memory: Being carefree and needing no reason to smile
Pepsi or Coke: PEPSI!!! Coke. . . Eww!
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Neither. . . I like raspberry
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: No!
Do you Swear: Yeah. . .
Do you Sing: To the radio in my car
Do you Shower Daily: YES!
Have you Been in Love: YES!
Do you want to go to College: Yeah
Do you want to get Married: I am married!
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: Not often
Do you think you are Attractive: Some days I do, others I don't
Are you a Health Freak: At times
Do you get along with your Parents: Can't say, they're not alive. :(
Do you like Thunderstorms: Thunder no, lightning yes
Do you play an Instrument: Yeah
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No!
In the past month have you Smoked: No!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No!
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No. . .Eww!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes!
In the past month have you been on Stage: No!
In the past month have you been Dumped: No!
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No! (sounds fun though. . . lol)
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No!
Ever been Drunk: Oh Yeah!!!
Ever been called a Tease: Definitely!
Ever been Beaten up: No!
Ever Shoplifted: I plead the 5th! lol
How do you want to Die: In my sleep or by my own hands
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I am grown-up!
What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Doesn't matter
Favourite Hair Color: Doesn't matter
Short or Long Hair: Short, but not buzz-cut short
Height: 5'8"-6'2"
Weight: 140-180
Best Clothing Style: Laid back, whatevers comfy
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1 (weed) and 5 types of pills
Number of CDs I own: 28 (I think)
Number of Piercings: 7
Number of Tattoos: None!
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I can't count that high! *sigh*

Stand Alone

|Evil Angel

|INUYASHA - IMORTAL

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I'd like to meet:

People who are true to themselves and those they care about. People who can be honest, but still tactful. Most of all people who don't judge on looks alone, and want to be friends. If you want to talk I've got neverbroken83 (on yahoo too) sassiekat523 (on yahoo too) and sunflowershadows on aim.



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Music:

Whatever I'm in the mood to listen to at the time. Mostly stuff like Rammstein, Slipknot, Metallica, AC/DC, Sevendust, STP, Velvet Revolver, Greenday, Fallout Boy, Shania Twain, Tim McGraw, Lee Ann Womack, Rascal Flatts, 3 Doors Down, Three Days Grace, Hinder, Adema, Insane Clown Posse, Nickelback. . . the list goes on. lol.Pain Video Pain lyrics - Three Days Grace lyrics Three Days Grace Music VideosHere By Me Video Here By Me lyrics - 3 Doors Down lyrics 3 Doors Down Music VideosGlycerine Video Glycerine lyrics - Bush lyrics Bush Music Videos

Movies:

I don't have the patience to sit through an entire movie.This is why I LOVE Mustangs!!! Hell yeah!
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Television:

The weather. . . and Inuyasha when I remember to.

Books:

ANYTHING in 'The Cat Who' series!!!

Heroes:

Heroes are over-rated because they all eventually fall to their demise. I rely on myself and a very few close friends.

My Blog

Depths Of Insanity

Always contemplating, though never finding the answerBelieving in the unseen, though not believing what I seeHolding on to lost dreams, yet scared to dream of the futureFearing what life holds, yet no...
Posted by *~*<ShadowedRose>*~* on Thu, 31 May 2007 09:13:00 PST

To Be. . . Human

To be human is to, love and hateTo be human is to win and failTo be human is to gain and loseIt's all so very circular. . .How many tears does it takeTo see the pain that's been causedHow many hearts ...
Posted by *~*<ShadowedRose>*~* on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 01:21:00 PST

Requiem Of Gravestones

What stories lie hidden and untoldLost to the seasons of years gone byTales of unrequitted passion and wealthPerhaps heroic deeds of fallen soldiersOr could it be wise proverbs that diedIgnored and un...
Posted by *~*<ShadowedRose>*~* on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 09:50:00 PST

Still. . . I Wonder

Something fragile can be lostYet never, ever  forgottenSomething special can be ripped awayYet it's memory lingers foreverSometimes words remain unspokenThough I'm aware the thoughts remainSometi...
Posted by *~*<ShadowedRose>*~* on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 10:29:00 PST

Losing Myself

You've captured meIn your mindLocked me insideFighting myself this timeCalling out to stop the painCan anyone hear my criesI'm losing myself in your memories againSo bittersweet from your lost touchI'...
Posted by *~*<ShadowedRose>*~* on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 07:40:00 PST

Remember My Name

Will you remember meEvery moment left untoldWhen I'm no longer a dreamWill you see me as I am nowAnd not as I was beforeCan you hold me to your soulAnd say you'll never let me goWhen you call my name ...
Posted by *~*<ShadowedRose>*~* on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 01:43:00 PST

I Never Promised

why did you cry to meWhy do you believeI would be the oneTo save you from yourselfI never promisedTo be all you needI never promisedNot to make mistakesYou can't believe in me(seems to good to be true...
Posted by *~*<ShadowedRose>*~* on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 09:29:00 PST

Frozen

No one to save meFrom myself this timeEveryone's gone awayTo their shallow gravesHere I amFrozen in timeHere I standFrozen in timeHere I'll breatheOne last frozen breathThis world's becomeSo damn cold...
Posted by *~*<ShadowedRose>*~* on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 03:08:00 PST

Not The One

What are these voices I hearScreaming at me (It's deafening)I've got to make them disappearScreaming to feel me break(It's deafening)Feels like it's killing meHolding me backNot letting goScreaming at...
Posted by *~*<ShadowedRose>*~* on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 04:19:00 PST

Nocturnal Wishing

So many nightsOf falling apartSo many times I thought I'd died[I've died before, I'll die again]Do you ever pray your dreams come trueSweetest of nocturnal memoriesWishing you were someone elseMaybe t...
Posted by *~*<ShadowedRose>*~* on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 04:41:00 PST