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About Me


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I'm Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
buy me a pint of strongbow + i'll be your best friend
i rewrite my myspace pretty much everyday.
im helen to most, nellie by my parents, helol by michaelrichardmeadslol, smellen by lots + helgay by a few, but you don't have to call me them + anything else which you want to call me.
castle sixth form: sociology, maths with statistics, biology + french
i'm a waitress but i wouldn't mind a new job.
most of the time im a happy, polite + bubbly person
i can be a bit of a bitch at times however
im self conscious + paranoid + don't cope with change well
i wish things would go back to how they used to be when the only thing you had to worry about was if you were on in hide + seek
i get pissed off easily + you can always tell because i go really quiet
i only trust a few select people + theyre the people i'm completely comfortable around + i can be 100% myself around them
i wish i could dance. i wish i could be a model. i wish i was confident. i wish i found it easy to be honest. i wish i didn't care about other people's opinions as much.
i can't stand bullshitters + those who think they can just walk all over you
regrets are a waste of time yet i seem to have a few
friends + subway + alcohol are where my life is at right now
i'm not a myspace whore. i have a life thanks.
this year i'm going to make a few changes + by the end of it i'll know exactly what i want to do with my life
i'll laugh at anything + usually i don't know what i'm talking about. just smile + nod. it's usually what people do.
to sum me up in a few words:
hi, im helen. vain. sarcastic. impatient. simple-minded. gullable. single!
im pretty happy atm :)
i can't wait till im 18. i can't wait till i go to uni.
i can't wait till summer 08
my friends mean the absolute world to me and i've no idea what i'd do without them. they stand by me through thick + thin + i hope they feel i do the same for them because i try my best. we've been friends since year 7 most of us. 7H is where it all began. we've had our ups&downs but we always get through them stronger than ever + we're so much closer now than we've ever been before + i hope it stays this way forever. i love you guys so much, you always come first from now on :)
People will kiss you on the cheek
& then stab you in the back.

My Interests

half of me belongs here in england + the other half of me belongs in scotland. that's the side i wish i saw a lot more of tbh. i lived there when i was 4 + i want to go back. i miss living there + i miss the way things used to be there. everything used to be perfect. i miss it so much.

write me...

2008
9/01 - 17th Birthday + French Exam
12/01 - Birthday Party
15/01 - Biology Exam
25/01-27/01 - live with kyna
5/02 Paramore
6/02 Helen + Kyna's first adventure
6/02 Sixth Form Party
8/02 New Found Glory
10/02-12/02 Scotland
11/03-18/03 Belgium
10/09 lee evans

this here is michaelrichardmeadslol.
i've only known him a few months but i feel as though i've known him for years. He's quickly become one of my closest friends and i know i could tell him absolutely anything. he drives me home and shopping in a car with no beanbags airbags so im terrified that im going to die especially when he drives at like 50mph down the car park in coventry just after hitting a pigeon. he was recently sacked from his job because when we worked together we did fuck all, goodtimes. he yells at me because im shit at relationships and always go to him for help and complain at him for hours. he drives me and kyna to find my phone, which i lost when i was drunk, when we run outside and yell at him to drive us down the road because we can't walk as we're in our pyjamas and the neighbours would think we were strange, i don't think he's ever thought i was weirder. except for the stupid things i say like "have i got burger on my head"? i've got no idea what i'd do without him tbh, i'd have to walk home he's always there for me when i need someone to complain at. ily michaelrichardmeadslol.
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this is jemimaameliaclairebusby. i miss her loads tbh. we used to be practically joined at the hip, we would talk for hours on the phone about guys, go out for dinner + hang out loads. but since starting castle our time spent together has been reduced. she is still one of my bestest friends and i would do absolutely anything for her, to ensure that she was happy. i can tell her anything as she is one of the easiest people to talk to + always knows the right things to say + do. she is crazy as anything and i love her to pieces.
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This here is hannahclairedickson. We used to go shopping a lot and get served by fit people in primark + guys that smell nice in boots. We haven't been in a while. A few months ago we weren't as close as we once were, but recently we've started hanging out a lot more + i hope it continues. She's really quite violent, especially when she's drunk but i still love her lots :) _______________________

this here is lucyrosevernon. She's pretty crazy + random like the jewellery she wears. She talks in a foreign accent a lot of the time, sometimes i wish i could ship her off to that country but then i would miss her lots. :). She orders me around about my love life + pretty much refuses to let me make my own decisions about it.LOL. A few years ago we pretty much lived at eachothers houses. I would ride up the huuge hill to burton green to visit her + she would ride down that huuge hill to visit me. I miss those days. I love you lots.
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this is sallyracheljennings. She's dead pretty + has beautiful curly hair. she's a ballerina so when she runs she looks as though she's prancing, it's really quite funny but i love her for it. i've known her since year 7/8 but we've started hanging out a lot more recently. i love her lots :)
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this here is emilyjanemaudsley. I've known her since i was 3 + im very lucky to have known her that long tbh. She's definately the craziest of my friends. We walked back to my house at 3 in the morning + she wanted some cornflakes when we got back, i was like no...we're going to sleep. I don't see her as much as i used to and as much as i would like to. ily emily.
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ive hardly known this girl for that long but recently we've started talking lots and she's pretty awesome tbh :)
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i love these lot heaps.

I'd like to meet:



Music:


new found glory
red jumpsuit apparatus
shayne ward
madina lake
boys like girls

Movies:

cheesy chickflicks

Heroes:

Kyna Georgia Dowson.
This girl is my best friend. I spend pretty much all the time with her + if we're not together, chances are we'll be on the phone. When it's our b'day, 9 january, we parade the school corridors with hats on + banners round us + holding big balloons. We take photos of ourselves quite regulary from times when we've dressed up as slags in rag week, to times when we walk through town drunk to get more booze, to times when we go to my dads work to get a lift home but we're 15 mins early + we have to occupy ourselves, then the other men there walk past + give us funny looks + laugh at us. She likes to think she's a matchmaker, but really she just tells everyone everything when she's drunk, which is quite a lot of the time . Before sixth form, we were friends but we weren't that close, now we're practucally joined at the hip. She'll hide in my shower + answer my front door while wearing my sisters shoes + mums apron + hiding stuff in my freezer which my mum will find a week later and be like WTF?! We should just live together, we practically do tbh. half the time im at her house + the other half, she's at mine. We sleep in the same bed when we stay at eachothers houses + she kicks me out my own bed in the morning. We've decided we're going to live together when we're at university + our other flat mates will get annoyed at us because all we'll eat is ice cream + chocolate + not have any other proper food in the house. She's my best friend and i don't know what i'd do without her. She helps me get over guys by bitching about them constantly until i stop going on about them. We give fit guys code names so we can talk about them while theyre with us + they won't know who we're talking about until she mentions their gf's name in front of their friends. She's not that much of a slag, she just likes to get drunk + get with most the guys that are in the same place as her. We have girly sleepovers where we eat tubs of ben + jerrys ice cream + cheese things + chocolate while watching films that almost make us cry + then we fall asleep really early. We sit in subway for 4 hours taking photos of ourselves + sending suggestive texts to guys that are dik'eds. We try to find outfits that will make guys jealous + do 3 different things at once. it didn't work. I can't wait till the summer. we're going on holiday with everyone + then she's living at my house for a week then later on in the holiday im living at hers for 2 weeks. We're in a band. We haven't thought of a name yet, but we sit on buses + change the words of the song "GOODBYE MR GAY" then we don't know the rest so we just make it up. She's the only person i'll happily spend hours on the phone to talking about nothing. She's one of the only people i can tell absolutely anything to as she is the easiest person to talk to + i know she won't judge me. She's crazy as anything + i love her to pieces.