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About Me

I am on a search for peace and enlightenment. My journey is a struggle to me...which does not help me find peace. I am confused and hope that the paths I take along my journey lead me to the places that I truly want to be. I am lonely and yurning for someone to share my heart and thoughts. I am really strange and seem to never fit in anywhere...especially here. I will weird you out. I am trying to understand detachment and practice it--but it's hard because my heart is so full and I want to give so much to others! My boyfriend is amazing and deals with me on levels that would be unsustainable to anyone else. He is a true FREIND...and I love him more than I express. There are no words to describe my son--he is not only the greatest sense of joy I have ever known...but is destined for so many great things! I see the world in his eyes...I only hope I can lead as a beautiful example to him so that he may always know true peace and happiness! It is important for me to make sure that everyone I meet and know feel a sense of worth from me. I love PEOPLE so much, and to serve someone in a way that makes them feel loved and valued is such a blessing to me.I love you forever and ever JMC. My loneliness without you could only be surpassed by the love I felt for you. If there's a Myspace in Heaven I know you're reading this baby.me personally................... I was born a fighter, and i will die a fighter, I may never win a single battle, but i will have stood on my own two feet and fought for what i thought was right. I cant think of a single greater honor on Earth than to defend what you believe to be the right thing. JMC 2007.May all mother sentient beings, boundless as the sky, have happiness and the causes of happiness. May they be liberated from suffering and the causes of suffering. May they never be separated from the happiness which is free from sorrow. May they rest in equanimity, free from attachment and aversion.

My Interests

Buddhism,Vedic Astrology, reading, self improvement in all forms, my son Tristan, Russian Lit and history, and music (my heart and soul).

I'd like to meet:

My grandma and sister!

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Music:

AFI (sigh...I love Davy Havok), Acceptance, Panic at the Disco, Thalon, MCR, Disturbed, Bob Dylan, Queen, Our Lady Peace, Weezer, The Beatles, Eric Clapton, Led Zepplin, Skynrd, Tommy James and the Shondelles, 311, John Prine, Ozzy, Metallica, The Old Crowe Medicine Show, Ween, Wheatus and more! Not gonna name every band EVER to look cool, I love music of all kinds and truly appreciate every genre. Mostly Metal and Punk tho.

Movies:

**Monty Python and...the Holy Grail** Zoolander** Napoleon Dynamite** Bambi** Boondock Saints** Resevoire Dogs**American Psycho**X Men** Underworld** blah bleh blech...ok I'm not writing them all I'm done la la la.

Television:

We have banned TV from the house in hopes of teaching Tristan the value of life and not THINGS. However, I LOVE The Girls Next Door :) hehe

Books:

I HIGHLY
recommend these books

**Siddhartha**Men are From Mars, Women are from Venus** Tristan & Iseult (I have this on CD if you wanna borrow it)**The Five Love Languages**Boundaries**The Way of the Superior Man (for guys)**River God and Monsoon by Wilbur Smith**Crime and Punishment & Idiot by Fydor Dostoevsky**African Genesis by Robert Ardrey**The Bolivian and Motorcycle diaries written by Che Guevara...brilliant and very moving.

I DO NOT
recommend

That SHIT book "Natural Cures THEY don't want you to know about," by Kevin Trudeau. All it is is a bunch of crap references to his and other sites to make more money.

Heroes:

Buddha, Tristan, Jesus Christ--what an incredible person! Mother Theresa, Gil...for always knowing what he wanted and pursuing it, Steven...for bearing so many burdens and still maintaining some level of self.

My Blog

Incoherent me and I think it sounds like poetry....its not.

I am a woman. Anatomy dictates that as being so regardless of my wishes on most days. With that being said, as a woman I feel the need to vent occassionally--this being one of them. ...
Posted by BJ on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 07:06:00 PST

Fat Albert & the cupcake dillema

Yes, I categorized this blog under food and restaurants because my fat ass eats all the time so I only thought it to be appropriate. Alright, so I did a side-by-side comparision of my most recen...
Posted by BJ on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 06:35:00 PST

Standing Up Against Hatred

..> Raelianews.org posted the article below today. I think this is worth EVERYONE reading, and thinking about it. Agreeing or disagreeing is irrelevant--but at least thinking about it ...
Posted by BJ on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 03:37:00 PST

Blog-structions to a successful Independence Day

..> Blog-structions to a successful Independence Day Several requests for one of my witty/insightful blogs have been made--hense the birth of this, which I am sure will be none other than another ...
Posted by BJ on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 06:27:00 PST

Alabama

Well I'm finally back here...and I miss Las Vegas so much. I can't wait to go back! However, I want to remain positive and try to enjoy my time here...and not take it for granted. Ev...
Posted by BJ on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 05:01:00 PST

You've been tagged :)

I've been tagged, now so have you. Someone has done this shit to me twice now so I guess I do have to do it :( Each player of the game starts by listing 7 weird things or habits about theirself. If y...
Posted by BJ on Sat, 05 May 2007 12:49:00 PST

The longest story of My Love.

I wonder why, sometimes, so many people opt not to try to convey their true feelings in a way that is understood by the heart. Or maybe it's that what they say is understood by the person they l...
Posted by BJ on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 06:43:00 PST

Women's poem/ Man's poem

My dad sent this to me....Oh I love my daddy :) WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. ...
Posted by BJ on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 08:51:00 PST

Today...

I had a strange day today. I don't have any complaints, but it was very odd. I felt there was something pulling on me all day, and until now I couldn't really pinpoint what it was...and th...
Posted by BJ on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 10:41:00 PST

Harlequin Romances...

Romance...written about in one form or another since written history started. Anthony and Cleopatra, Tristan and Isolde, Romeo and Juliet, Bonnie and Clyde. And, oddly enough each one of m...
Posted by BJ on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 07:49:00 PST