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ASHES

try to get some rest now, sleep's not coming easy for awhile...

About Me

I'm Stephanie but my friends call me stef. I am a mother of two and soon to be three, as I am pregnant. I am extreamly passionate, intelligent, sarcastic, artistic, loving, funny, and real. No bullshit here. I am intense. When I feel I feel completely. I'm an actress, a writer, a dreamer, and a liver (no not the body part). I intend to live everyday like it is my last, because it just may be. I live in a fairytale inside of my head, and I am happy there. I just finished my first novel, it is in the process of being edited.things I love: tattoos, cats, vampires, music, movies, romance, honesty, people who are themselves, Europe, London, kisses, acting, sleeping in, thunderstorms, rain, castles, stained glass windows, tea with cream, Halloween, british irish and australian accents, 67 camaro, red and black, corsets, my 20 eye ox blood dr. Martens, red nail polish, sexy underwear, lots of pillows, adventure, fishnets, red roses, happiness things I dispise: fish, liars, cheaters, fakes, scorpions, the wind, El Paso, the sound of jaged fingernails on clothes, beer, pink, boys who want to be friends after they break your heart, housework, being told what to do, shitty drivers, fucking stupid people, bad actingClick here for Myspace glitter graphics and Myspace layouts
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My Interests

Acting, writing, reading, vampires, renaissance, tattoos...

I'd like to meet:

I'm really not looking to meet anyone romanticly... sorry, just not interested, I have other goals and more important things on my mind. in a lover: Someone who is not afraid to live. Someone who is not afraid to do everything in thier power to be happy. I want to meet someone intelligent, someone whom I can carry on a conversation with, someone who can make me laugh. Someone that will wipe away my tears. Someone who will love me the way I am and not try to change me. I want someone who will send me roses for no reason except that I love blood red roses. Someone who will write me a love letter. Someone who is not a pussy but can be very romantic. I want someone to kiss me with the intensity of an atomic bomb. Someone who will talk when they are upset instead of walking away. Someone who will never ever ignore me. Some one who will fight with me but make up with me shortly after. Someone who will not only die for me but live for me as well. Physically: I love tattoos! Taller guys are hot because I'm short and have to stand on tip toes to kiss them. I like skinny or average guys. TATTOOS!!!! I love pretty eyes that I can stare into for hours. Eyes are the window to your soul. Good teeth are always nice. Oh and Tattoos! friends: fun and intersting people. There are enough cattle in this world, give me the strange and different.

Music:

Depends on my mood...

Movies:

Dark love story’s: Underworld, The Crow… Horror: Dead Silence, The Messengers, Creep show, Demon Knight, 28 days later, Final Destination... Classics: Gone With the Wind, Casablanca, and 7 Brides for 7 Brothers... Sci-fi: Children of Men, The Butterfly Effect, Willow... Romantic comedy: Sweet Home Alabama, 50 First Dates, 10 Things I Hate About You, Fools Rush in... Romantic Drama: Tristan and Isolde, Save the Last Dance, Where the Heart is, The Man in the Moon, Untamed Heart, Dangerous Beauty, Vanity Fair... Crime Thriller: Se7en, Hackers, Eye for an Eye... Gothic Horror: Sleepy Hollow, Skeleton Key, Silent Hill, Nosferatu... Comedic Horror: Idle Hands, Lost Boys, Tremors, Army of Darkness, Lake Placid, 8 Legged Freaks, Shaun of the Dead, Frighteners... Family: The Wizard, Emperor’s New Groove, Casper, The Last Unicorn, International Velvet, Harry and the Henderson’s, Chipmunk Adventure, Alice in Wonderland, Return to OZ, Labyrinth, Nightmare Before Christmas, Harry Potter, Narnia, Hook, Little Monsters, Neverending Story, The Goonies, The Explorers... Drama: Sixth Sense, Pay it Forward, Radio Flyer, Big Fish, Pursuit of happiness, Finding Neverland, Fight Club, What Dreams May Come, Crash... Comedy: Beetlejuice, The Burbs, Death Becomes Her, Adams Family, Witches of Eastwick, She-devil, Nothing but Trouble, Major Panye, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Wedding Crashers, Super Troopers, Sweetest Thing, Ace Ventura Pet Detective, Beerfest, The Ringer, The Jerk... Action/Adventure: Man on Fire, Spiderman, 300, Unleashed, Clash of the Titans

Television:

I really only watch House and CSI... I 'm more a movie chic.

Books:

Anne Rice, Stephen King, James Patterson, Patricia Cornwell, Gregory Maguire, Dean Koontz, Mary Stewart

Heroes:

no one really

My Blog

Warn the authorities...

I’m moving to the UK in the next year!  Oh yeah... rejoice!
Posted by ASHES on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 04:37:00 PST

London Calling....

I dream of it every night.  I want to be in the UK and no where else.  My mother calls it an obbsession, but what does she know.  She has never absolutely hated where she lived.  I...
Posted by ASHES on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 09:05:00 PST

Better a silly girl with a flower, than a silly boy with a horse and a stick...

Why is it that even though I have numbed myself, I still think?  I am still consumed with thoughts of those very things that make me feel?  I still think of how no one will ever love me the ...
Posted by ASHES on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 10:24:00 PST

numb

It seems that with my hopeless romantic side and the fact that I believe in fairytales, I am a glutton for punishment.  I constantly allow others to hurt me by giving myself to them.  I&rsqu...
Posted by ASHES on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 02:17:00 PST

Suppose...

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Posted by ASHES on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 09:40:00 PST

whenever I’m alone with you, you make me feel like I am whole again...

I will know when I am with the right person (the one I will take a chance with and have a relationship with) by the way I feel after we kiss... it has to be magical and has to elicite a feeling of unc...
Posted by ASHES on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 04:34:00 PST

I want a nice boy with lots of ink...

I love tattoos and what better way to show off your love for things than by having it tattooed on your body.  Tattoos are art and your body is a canvas... get some ink!  I guess it just seem...
Posted by ASHES on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 12:42:00 PST

Rise of the Phoenix

In his arms she is born.  She experiences so many new things, new feelings, new everything.  They soar together through the beginings of love.  Higher and higher till thier wings touch ...
Posted by ASHES on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 04:41:00 PST

fairytale...

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Posted by ASHES on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 12:01:00 PST

I cut alot of friends off of my list...

If you are one of them and you are offended then I'm sorry.  I cut people that were really more Matthews friend....
Posted by ASHES on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 11:27:00 PST