Lived by the sword, died by the gat |
He wouldn't leave when ross and i asked him to go with us when we left the party. He called later at 5 wanting ross to pick him up, but then decided to stay there. I had just taken him home to h... Posted by DrEaMs Go By CoNtRaRiEs on Wed, 07 Dec 2005 08:48:00 PST |
i thought... |
it was overbut u twisted my thoughts and emotionsi can't let him touch mecan't let him kiss mewithout being disgustedbecause it's not uur in my headmy heartand u won't go awaywhy?... Posted by DrEaMs Go By CoNtRaRiEs on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 01:27:00 PST |
Trey, why did u make me promise what i did????? |
not only i have been hurtingb/c trey is gone and boy how i've been hurting trying to keep a damn promise but god how i wish i never made it. why the fuck would u do this to me trey??? do u really want... Posted by DrEaMs Go By CoNtRaRiEs on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 11:03:00 PST |
It's... |
sad... no matter how much u know this person is a liar and betrayed you...you still miss him more than anything else in the world. Posted by DrEaMs Go By CoNtRaRiEs on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 12:30:00 PST |
Never |
You should have never said "I love you"Never held my face and said I was beautifulNever have fallen in loveOr made me fall in loveYou should have never lost yourselfNever acted so strongEspecially whe... Posted by DrEaMs Go By CoNtRaRiEs on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 11:43:00 PST |
After Awhile |
This has been my favorite poem since i was in the 9th grade and something i always try to live by...but most of the time it's to hard too."After Awhile"Afte awhile you learn the suble differenceBetwee... Posted by DrEaMs Go By CoNtRaRiEs on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 12:28:00 PST |
FUCK THIS SHIT! |
The old Amanda is fucking BACK!!!(minus the drinking for right now) The one u have seen in almost a year. Be prepared. MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! Posted by DrEaMs Go By CoNtRaRiEs on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 09:26:00 PST |
Not himself |
i have no emotions anymore. all i do is smoke one cig after another. i haven't eaten in days. numb, all over. i can see myself shake though. i love someone that is not himself. put me in a shell for p... Posted by DrEaMs Go By CoNtRaRiEs on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 01:11:00 PST |
no more |
i can't drink anymore. i don't want to. when i drink i end up emotional and doing stupid shit to myself and people i love. i can't torment my life like this anymore. it has to end and it has to end no... Posted by DrEaMs Go By CoNtRaRiEs on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 06:58:00 PST |
lessons |
everything bad thing in life happens for a reason. whether we wanted it to happen or not. the past is past. even the mistakes we make in a drunken state. lessons are learned and that is how life is. i... Posted by DrEaMs Go By CoNtRaRiEs on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 09:46:00 PST |