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About Me


We all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors. They drown us out at sea.
when something violent hits you, you can't help but lose your balance & fall. And after you pick yourself up you realize you can't trust anybody to save you. Not your lover, not your mother, not God. So what can you do to stop yourself from tilting and falling all over again?
Love is a minefield, you take a step and get blown to pieces, put yourself back together again and stupidly take another step. I guess that's human nature, it hurts so much to be alone that we'd all rather blow-up than be single.
the most important thing in life is to stop saying "i wish" and start saying "i will" - consider nothing impossible, then treat possibilities as probabilities.
....at this point in time, after all that has happend, i could tell you it wasn't worth it, that nothing turned out like it should have. that i wasn't happy, that i don't deserve this, or i could have a million what if's, or shoulda-coulda-wouldas. The thing is, if i did tell you those things, i could be missing a moment that could change my life. not everything in life may be worth the risks, or the fall that comes later, but that's why you choose the risks you take, so you don't find yourself looking back with a question in mind. Don’t dwell on the mistakes, make an effort to make things better. You choose how you look at your own life, if the mistakes are all the you see, or the bad is covering that greatness, you’ll start believe that you, yourself aren’t worth it. i am taking my risks...but this time, i'm making sure i don't fall...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



I AM BRITNEY SPEARS BIGGEST FAN,DEAL WITH IT

andre nickatina makes my heart sing,i eat,sleep & breathe his music

love tech n9ne

weezy babyyy<3

KIM KARDASHIAN IS FUCKING GORGEOUS;; LOVE HER!

LOVE LOVE LOVE LADY GAGA

My Blog

..IVE LEARNED!

i've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seem today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. i've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Apr 2009 10:52:00 GMT

THIS SONG PUTS ME TO TEARS EVERYTIME. MAKES ME THINK OF I FIRST GUY I "LOVED."

HAVE YOU EVER HAD A SONG THAT HITS YOU SO HARD, YOU START BALLING YOUR EYES OUT EVERYTIME IT COMES ON.... EVERY WORD IN THIS SONG WAS SO REAL TO WHAT I AM DEALING WITH....I PUT MYSELF THROUGH HELL, &a...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 20:05:00 GMT

i love this.

life changes every minute of every day. you lose friends. you gain friends. you realize your friend wasn't ever really your friend, and that person you used to hate can make a really good friend. you...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Aug 2008 05:34:00 GMT

heres to us<3

Here's to all thoses who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that b...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 04:10:00 GMT

guys are confusing.

This is what I don't understand. Men sit and question and whine that girls are only attracted to the mean guys, the guys who berate them and belittle them and don't appreciate them and don't want them...
Posted by on Sat, 03 May 2008 18:54:00 GMT

couldnt explain it with any other song.

MARIAH CAREY LYRICS"Side Effects"(feat. Young Jeezy)[Young Jeezy:]It's M.C. and Y.J. Another hit, okayWe lookin' fine, takin' offSaw us on a runwayOn any given Sunday,Monday, TuesdayThey try to confus...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 22:04:00 GMT

words that mean the most

"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught tha...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 19:04:00 GMT

..understanding life & learning to LET GO

To let go isnt to forget, not to think about or ignore. It doesnt leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isnt winning and it isnt losing. Its not about pride and its not about how...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 23:39:00 GMT

no regrets.

i`ve learned when you grow away from your friends you always find yourself hanging on to the one time you can remember you were all happy.in high school there is never just one romance.you will always...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 18:30:00 GMT

who are your real friends anyways...

You think you know who your true friends are? Wait until high school & see who's there for you when you're ex boyfriend spread rumors about you. Think you'll never do drugs? Wait until their right...
Posted by on Fri, 11 May 2007 19:09:00 GMT