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i.m. me: chelseratops..
Imaging the unseeable is HARD, because imagining means having an image in your mind. And how can you have a mental image of something you have never SEEN.
hey.
sometimes i feel so small.
when you think about it,
there are billions of people
in the world.
to some people,
you don't exist
you're nobody.
to me, its a scary feeling.
how many people are
out there that could
have been your best
friend, soulmate, or enemy?
you'll never know.
there could be someone
out there thats
just like you.
but to you,
they don't exist.
i really hate feeling unwanted.
like i'm just acting like a complete
idiot and no one wants me around.
i'm self conscious.
i live to see other
people smile.
it makes me feel good if i put
it there.
i love to give/get hugs.
its one of my favorite things to do.
i'm not one of those people who
is oblivious to their flaws or wonders
"whats wrong with me?"
i know whats wrong.
i know the minute i do something
stupid. i recognize it right away,
and it makes me feel horrible.
i never know if people really like
me or not, and it gives me
paranoia. i don't like it when people
aren't upfront with me.
i like to know if i
do something that bothers you or
something that made you upset.
that way i can fix it or
apologize. i love to have in-depth
conversations and be serious, but i also
like to just be random and fun too.
=]

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sorry,

BUT, i just can't resist!stole this from gina bean.Survey[ ZERO] who was your last text from?my sister [ ONE] Where was your default pic taken ?my computer chair. [ TWO ] What's your middle name?megan...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 06:34:00 GMT

10,11-Dihydro-10-oxo-5H-dibenz[b,f]azepine- 5-carboxamide

i feel... horrible, as in guilty. and...used?i don't know why these emotions are seeping out now, and i don't know what caused these feelings.it doesn't help that oxcabazepine is screwing with my brai...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:54:00 GMT

fear

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Posted by on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 11:15:00 GMT

truthiness

hy·poc·ri·sy Pronunciation[hi-pok-ruh-see]noun, plural -sies.1. a pretense of having a virtuous character, moral or religious beliefs or principles, etc., that one does not really possess.2. a pre...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 18:40:00 GMT

facade

i'm so sick of judgmental people.why is it ok for people just to judge someone on the way the look, NOT even just that, but judge their personality as well.just because someone looks a certain way doe...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 18:14:00 GMT

upcoming shows

lets go to these(starred are ones i REALLY wanna be at):AT SONARHOTSPUR:Sat Mar 1CLUB$10.00FEATURINGSOME LIKE IT HOT : EMILIA : LANDSDOWNE7 PM DOORS - ALL AGES*****THE MAINE & THE SECRET HANDSHAKE:Fri...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 13:00:00 GMT

tag. you’re it.

ok, i know there like a whole thing you have to copy and paste for this, but i'm too lazy to do it.my bad.mi mal.if you're confused, heres 10 honest facts about me.1. I don' like people who need to ge...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 12:34:00 GMT

duality

i've been trying to write blogs lately, but eveytime i do, my computer crashes, or i lose my train of thought.i see all this inspiration around me, all this unintentional inspiration.its funny how a p...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 16:03:00 GMT

honesty.

soo.i'm gonna write my honest opinions on people.everyone gets a number.this will remain nameless.1. I don't know you too well, but i honestly feel like you're the most fake person i have yet to have ...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 22:07:00 GMT

Dont look down, its a long, long way to fall

i've come to an important realization in my life.theres literally a very small amount of people (when i say small i say two..maybe three people) that i fully care about when it come to how they feel a...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 20:57:00 GMT