Abe and Bibs are the intellectual type of friends. There is an answer to every question. Theres a reason to every occurrence. Theres a truth to every mystery and that is what makes them really, really desirable. Amazingly, having them makes me feel as though I lived under a rock and they are there to teach me.
Knowing me for sure Ill get bored after hearing those HOW TO DOCUMENT A RESEARCH PAPER. Which leads me start scribbling all sorts of things on my notes, my crushs initials, heart the usual. My crushs long lasting effect on me will summon smiles and daydream throughout the rest of the day. Suddenly, I popped out of my daydream as I hear the screaming voice CASHIE! WHAT IN THE WORLD DO YOU THINK YOURE DOING?! It really rings my ears. I guess its part of their job to pull me from my NEVER NEVER LAND back to reality. Ok, Im getting off the subject!
Getting back to the point, usually we spend a copious amount of time in front of the P.C. from Abes haute couture photos to Bibs latest MP3 downloads. They know a heck of a lot about Nursing procedures and incredible body of knowledge about SNAG-A-HUNK 101!!! Where else do you get those much free informations.
Im not saying that I got the finest friends in the world. I always believe in barkada made up of bright and aggressive individuals, disagreements are bound to occur and my barkada is no exception. We gravitated to each other for our collective betterment but our diverse opinions sometimes get in the way of hat we could accomplish. However, the good thing is that Abe, Bibs and I became the closest of friends after a series of argumentations about everything!!! Luckily, I dont end up with friends who have a superiority complex ALL-KNOWING-AND-ANNOYING!
My only advice for those people who have the so-called GIFTED FRIENDS dont get intimidated by who they are. Say what you want to say. Have an opinion about thing. Once youve planted yourselves where the intellectuals are, let your charm weave its magic. Be witty, be frank, be fun, be relaxed. As for mine if Im not as academically smart as my friends, I accept it. If they feel Im too shallow for them, I accept it. But I never get scared to challenge their opinions. My recommendation for myself would be: JUST PREPARED WITH A GOOD REBUTTALS!!!
It takes a lot of brains to know if somebody is treating you fairly or unfairly. Im not writing this to make some catty comments that would change the impression of people towards them. Their reputation is at stake then. I just want people to know how wonderful these creatures are. How they made my life a less hell and created a positive impact in my development.
Abe and Bibs thanks for always standing right by me, for being behind me, watching me grow and letting others know HEY CASHIE IS MY FRIEND.
Thanks for keeping the friendship strong under all circumstances!
SWEET JESUS! What can I say.. Weve been best friends since 5th grade yet I feel its been forever. For that amount of time weve been through a lot together. Sometimes it felt like hell on earth but you have never left my side. Youve been a loyal witness to the blossoming phases of my life. Watched me swoon at my crushes YENAGIBA, I.A., etc. and how at times comfort me with the awkwardness and fear every time I encounter the school bullies. When others were never there and later learned never cared your consistency and beautiful heart shone through proving me GOOD FRIENDS DO EXIST. Youve been my:
RIGHT HAND
CONFIDANT
PICK-ME-UP
BACK BONE
TRUE BELIEVER
LONG LOST SISTER
SHOULDER TO CRY ON
PUNCHING BAG
LISTENER
CARE TAKER
and
BESTEST FRIENDS ALL IN ONE
I cant say this about a lot of people who have come and gone in my life, but when I really needed somebody, youre never failed to be there. You did not love me in word or in tongue, but in deed and in truth. And I thank God for having you in my life. Drama ayyy mwah!
this skinny bitch is kicking my ass & i've got a bigger boobzie than she does! just teasing GHERITH, you know i love you & ur boobzie (which is smaller than mine) well maybe barely! hmMm, miz kO na ikaw!
But seriously, my girl GHERITH taught me this principle:
DOING TOO MUCH DRAMA ON MY FACE IS NOT NECESSARY AS LONG AS I KNOW HOW TO PLAY UP MY BEST FEATURE AND HOW TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL GOOD. I MAY NOT BE AS BLESSED AS OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE MODELS BUT THERE'S ONE THING WE DO HAVE IN COMMON - CONFIDENCE!
She is so right! More important than being beautiful face is the inner confidence I'll take with me. HEY BITCH! Thanks for keeping me so real and bring out the best in me!
You shine when others need you
You speak and I believe you
I know the light, it guides you
I'll join the line that walks behind you
C - andy
A - lways
S - hines
H - ere
I - n my
E - ssence
i lOve eveRy bit of cAndy!!!
I'd like to meet:
i am please to inaugurate, tantadadan...
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Cashie's MULTIPLY & FRIENDSTER accounts... tOinkz!!!
-GET CONNECTED TO CASHIE-
aside from visiting my myspace account you can add me on any of the following social networking sites:-MULTIPLY
- www.cashiemontero.multiply.com
(where you can also download some of my favorite songs, hehe!!! clue: to all ashley tisdale fanatics, this one's for you!!!)
-FRIENDSTER
- just key-in my e-mail add: [email protected] on the search box...
feel free to hit me an invitation. better yet, make millions of comment whenever, whatever, whichever the hell you want, hehe",)
HAPPY EXISTENCE EVERYONE!!!
xOxO,
cAsHie
Music:
new age musics, stuffs of paula deanda, ashley tisdale, hilary duff, christina aguilera...
Movies:
aMericAn piE: bAnd cAmp, mean girls, a perfect gUy, bring it oN 1 and aLL oR nOthiNg, a wALk tO remember, tHe perfect score, the confession of a teenage drama queen, wicker park, raise your voice, a cinderella story...
Television:
ellen degeneres show, tyra banks show, the hills, laguna beach, 5th wheel, blind date, elimidate, y-speak, private conversation with boy abunda, america's next top model, project runway, the bachelor - PARIS, the search dor the next doll, e news, daily 10, entertainment tonight, american idol, wheel of fortune, jeopardy, one tree hill...
Books:
mArk tWains tHe prince and tHe pAuper, siddHarta, reginaLd lEwis wHy should wHite gUys hAve aLL tHe fUn?, tHe dhAmmapAda, teatime stories by liNda evAn sHepheRd, drama queen, tHe bReakup diaries, mR. wRite, tOugh lOve, wOnder girl, nO bOyfrieNd siNce biRth;hAve bAby, will dAte, tHe 7 hAbits Of higHLy effective tEeNs, tHe real ruLes,the divine comedy, the devil wears prada, purpose driven life, the sisterhood of the travelling pants...
Heroes:
I WAS TICKLED PINK
I was texting about how much I liked this guy. It went: PRINCE REBEL is the man of my dreams. I love him to death and sooner or later hell fall for me too and well get a romantic dream date in VENICE. Wed eat peasant-type food in the middle of the street. Then wed take a trip through the canals riding the gondola. Out of the blue Id feel his arm fall next to mine. Wed stand side by side in silence, looking up at the sky. And in the distance we could listen a song is playing
SWEET LIKE CANDY TO MY SOUL
SWEET YOU ROCK AND SWEET YOU ROLL
LOST FOR YOU, IM SO LOST FOR YOU
COME CRASH TO ME, BABY
AND I COME INTO YOU.
Absentmindedly, I made a super KILIG face while sending the message. I was tickled pink when I saw that I received a message from PRINCE REBEL. Guess what he sent me: I think you sent me a wrong message. And oh, by the way, my ideal place for a romantic date would be inside my car. We can drive around while talking, take you to a place where we can be left alone, set the stereo on full blasts and dance to a romantic song playing
EVEN THE FALL DOWN SOMETIMES
EVEN THE WRONG WORDS SEEM TO RHYME
OUT OF THE DOUBT THAT FILLS YOUR MIND
I FINALLY FIND
YOU AND I COLLIDE
I was dumbstruck after reading his message. I wanted to throw my phone away! It makes me want the earth to swallow me up!!! But ultimately, the way he sends shivers down my spine is like a catastrophe which threatened but did not strike at all. And to top it all off, I cant count how many times Ive read PRINCE REBELs messages, and still counting!!!
WORTH BREAKING A LEG
Some say dancing is like floating, some say its like flying, but everyone says its feeling free, that ones whole soul swing out upon it into the distance. I just love all kinds of dancing, CHEER DANCING being my ultimate favorite! I usually give it a shot for a pep squad audition and dance competitively for a team. Im always up for a good dance just for fun. I remember when I was about four year old. My aunt asked me to dance TINY BUBBLES like my sister! I didnt know how to dance at that point but when I started swaying my hands like a HOLA GIRL the crowd blurted into laughter and that moment I knew that I can really DANCE!!! And it ended pretty fulfilling because I got my favorite large bottle of sweetened PILI NUTS as my reward.
Joining cheer dance competition is an unforgettable experience because I got to meet lots of people whom I became good friends with until now. I developed many other friendships among the younger batches. Plus, it gave me the opportunity to become the happiest person I the world. Not the actual grind of being a popular for the reason that I instantly became a member of a squad but the actual aspect of performing on stage in front of an audience. I love that! Thats where I feel really connecting with people and I just thrive on that feeling. I feel that something just take over me and I just let loose and let the moves of my body take over. Its a wonderful feeling!
I learned to express myself through dancing and explore the inner me through passion. I realized that I have to be patient. I have to be really into what Im doing because if Im not focused the passion will not show in my dance. And I would like my dance to be fascinatingly readable by the audience. Definitely, be recorded in the landscape of their minds.
Its a fact of my life as cheerleader that there are going to be people who made me feel bad about me. I may sound conceited but I prepared myself for the catty comments of the HATERS who are nothing but envious of my God-given talents, skills, and stuffs that made me an interesting person. Well, heres the best suggestion KEEP YOUR PEACE comes in.
There were times I felt insufficient but I learned so many things along the way. Like the importance of trying my best and putting my heart in my work no matter what. I also learned that CHEER DANCING is not about screaming:
I'm sexy, I'm cute!
I'm popular to boot!
I'm bitchin', great hair!
The boys all love to stare!
I'm wanted, I'm hot!
I'm everything your not!
I'm pretty, I'm cool!
I dominate this school!
But it was all about building genuine relationships and giving myself the power to achieve my hearts every desire.
It is in these pleasant moves and magical feelings of dancing where I see that where Im supposed to be because my heart is happy and at peace. Each day is a constant reminder that wonderful things happen all the time if I go over the edge and do something meaningful. After all, it is worth breaking a leg trying out at the pep squad audition. Dont you think?!
