Hello all. I am just an ordinary college student. I work too many jobs, date too many men, and don't get enough sleep because I am trying to juggle all the things in my life! I am almost ready to give up but I know I can't do that because I am the only person in my life that realizes how hard it is to keep going. Everyone pushes me to keep going, keep trying, stay strong. It isn't that easy. Perseverance is something I need to work on. Patience is something I am working on through piano. I am so lonely yet I have some many people in my life that are there for me. Things will get better. When? I don't know but they will. I just keep praying to God that they do.I am a full-time student. I work full-time at Ann Taylor. I work part-time, on call at Bombay. I babysit weekly sometimes a couple times weekly. And I try to be the strong hold of a family that is so negative. I am a positive, peppy person who is trying to stay afloat financially, emotionally, physically, romantically, and personally. It is just a bit difficult. I take piano lessons every Tuesday. I love that relaxation and frustration. I love all the trials and triumphs of playing the piano.I am to be a pediatric neurologist but sometimes I feel like changing my major to marketing because that is what I am good at. I don't know right now where exactly I want to be career-wise but I will figure it out.I want the man of my dreams. I want to get married to him. I want to have 4 of his babies. I want to own a large house in the country but still close to the city. I want to know that my husband and children are content with a stable, happy, healthy mother. I want to know personally that I can take care of myself and my children if something were to happen to my husband and visa versa.There are things in my life that I want that I can't have right now. It isn't God's time for me to have those things. Someday, though, he will answer my prayers and move those things in to my life."There is no crying in Baseball!"~One day you'll come to me and ask me what's more important: You or my life. I'll say my life and you'll walk away never knowing that you are my life. Never frown when you're down, you never know who's falling in love with your smile.~I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!
