Sarah

What to say? Well first of all I hate when people think I do stuff for attention. I dont like feeling or being concieted... nor do i like concieted people. I like Shakespeare and classical music. I dont mean to sound vein but I personaly think im drop dead sexxi. Not like those victoria secret models though... my boobs arent big enough for that. I like to dance. I like to skate. I like to listen to music that makes me want to cut myself. But i dont do that...anymore. Life isnt that easy. I have it alot better than most people. I'm not rich. I'm not poor. My mom just deosnt know how to manage money. I'm lost. I have friends. Some better than others. I shove away love because i dont want the pain of heartbreak. I choose to be sad. If you ever notice if your already sad and then things dont go right you are no better off nor worse than before but if you are happy to begin with then you are going to but more upset than you would have been if you had of just been sad to begin with. Confusing? Not really. I believe in God. I love God and I am a christian. I'm not the best christian, but i try. I have athiest friends but they piss me off. Some people say I'm wierd, some say I'm a freak, you decide... Im a great person...or thats what my friends say. Just accept my dark miserable i hate everything personality....and things could be perfect.