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Disappointing

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About Me

T-minus 10 day's until Matt and Leslie get hitched!
Everytime I think about next weekend and getting to participate in the bestest couple I know's wedding I get all weird and giggly and introspective, kinda like that one time I smoked pot... before I threw up all over Leslie's garage ;-). but anywho, pumped for the event, was kinda hoping that I would have been able to drive there, but I can bill the flight to work since they are making me travel so I get to save miles on my dieing car AND save on gas money.
It's been kinda nice working in Hillsboro for the last while. There are actually other people working here in this office instead of just me and a reclusive designer as is the case lately in Boise. But I am realizing that I don't know how to talk with people any more. Ok, may be that is a little bit of an exageration. But I sit at work and listen to people ramble on for hours about this or that and I just want to scream at them, "get to the point and shut up." I can't imagine not having something to do at work and deciding to use someone elses time chatting about the weather, or cars, or women. If I don't have things to do at work, I just want to leave, call me when you have something for me to do.
Noell is an older electrical engineer here, a few years older than my Dad but acts like he is older than my grandfather, and I despise everything he says. Even when he is talking to someone else across the room I want to stand up and shout at him, "Can it you ignorant bigoted baffon. You can't speak Spanish, stop trying, I'm glad you had no daughters because your attitude towards women would have pushed them to prostitution or suicide, and I'm not surprised that son's behavior more closely resembles baboons of the Serengeti's than that of human beings."
But back to me not being able to talk to people anymore. I speak in these ridiculous awkward jumping sentences now. I will be in the middle of one sentence and start throwing in words from the next sentence that I'm formulating in my head. I'm not saying I was ever a great talker/speaker, but I used to at least be competently articulate. Now when a waitress askes me if I want the soup or salad I find myself saying thinks like, "Dressing soup what is today?"
Tomorrow night, our client (a german engineering firm) is taking all of the people working on the project on a river cruise dinner. I'm looking forward to it, and the first 2 drinks are free. I just hope deep and hard that I don't have to sit near Noell. Oh yeah, I've got some more pictures of my pup up on the picasaweb page listed below.
Oh yeah, for more pictures of my puppy and a few of me, http://picasaweb.google.com/Jordan.Harpole
I just can't be bothered to put them up here ;-)
"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on."
Robert Frost
Forgiveness is possible when you give up hope of a better past.
the doctor from Enterprise: "It would be unethical to cause a patient harm, but I can cause as much pain as I'd like"
"If you want to build a ship
don't herd people together to collect wood
and don't assign them tasks and work,
but rather teach them to long for the
endless immensity of the sea."
-Antoine-Marie-Roger de Saint-Exupery
"Your computer has too much computer in it and not enough typewriter" -Strongbad

My Interests

Being woken up early on the weekends because my cat is hungry.

I'd like to meet:

I wanna meet someone who will randomly drop by my house, and the prospect of them randomly dropping by will encourage me to keep the place from being slightly dirtier than a pig sty.

Music:

I heart Madison from Alt Nation 21 on my Sirius satelite radio. Songs I have on alarm for the radio, "Oh, Gravity" by Switchfoot. "Going the Distance" by Cake, "Welcome to the Black Parade" by My Chemical Romance, "Always someone cooler than you" by Ben Folds, "Steady as She Goes" by the Raconteers, "Crooked Teeth" and "I will follow you into the dark" by Death Cab for Cutie, "Phantom Limb" by The Shins, "Feel Good, Inc." by Gorillaz, and "I bet you look good on the Dance Floor" by The Arctic Monkeys

Movies:

Top 10 movies( I own) in alphabetical order, About Schmidt, Amelie, Annie Hall, Cool Hand Luck, The Fifth Element, Grosse Point Blank, High Fidelity, Punch-Drunk Love (I relate oddly enough), Say Anything, and Short Circuit (No disassemble Stephanie).

Television:

Well, now that I've got cable, there is no chance of me loosing the 15 pounds I've put on in last year since I've started working. I'll watch anything, but Scrubs has been making me giddy the last few weeks. Hell, I don't like my job that much, maybe I'll go back to school and become a doctor. who knows.

Books:

I like the daily funnies, Doonsberry, Boy and Cow ( or is it Cow and Boy), Pearls before Swine, Get Fuzzy, Dilbert and Luann, One of these is not like the others, can you figure it out?

Heroes:

Peaceful people, and Conan the barbarian

My Blog

Dream girl

I dream in color.  I’m not sure what that is suppost to mean, but I heard that few people do.  Yeah, another thing that sets me apart.  Not only do I dream in color, but I dream i...
Posted by Disappointing on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 09:57:00 PST

Short story

This is a short story I wrote during my quarter at sea experience based on a dream I had. I was going to re-write it, but I'm lazy and that fell throught. Though didn't rewrite it and it need a lot of...
Posted by Disappointing on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 11:26:00 PST

So this is my life

Today I actually woke up as planned and got to work befor the latest acceptable moment. Today wasn't the best days at work, but in all it wasn't that bad.  Tommorow will probably be an extremely ...
Posted by Disappointing on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 11:05:00 PST

Concert

Well, my stradagy of buying more than one ticket to the concert last night in hopes of getting me to find someone to go with didn't really work to well.  But that's ok I had a good time at t...
Posted by Disappointing on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 04:26:00 PST

First Day

Amazingly enough I did pretty well at my first day on the job.  I already have 3 projects that I'm working on and one of them is already my project (but only because it is for the company and not...
Posted by Disappointing on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 09:56:00 PST

First Random thoughts

So I am new the the myspace croud and into my first day in the life of a 24 year old.  It is hard for me to feel special about that since I keep quoting some comedian that, "there comes a time in...
Posted by Disappointing on Sun, 05 Mar 2006 03:36:00 PST