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a child never wanted to be a drug addict a child never asked to be homeless a child never saw black or white a child never killed outta prideBUT HERE WE ARE oh elise it doesn't matter what you say i just can't stay here every yesterday like keep on acting out the same the way we act out every way to smile forget and make-believe we never needed any more than this any more than thisoh elise it doesn't matter what you do i know i'll never really get inside of you to make your eyes catch fire the way they should the way the blue could pull me in if they only would if they only would at least i'd lose this sense of sensing something else that hides away from me and you there're worlds to part with aching looks and breaking hearts and all the prayers your hands can make oh i just take as much as you can throw and then throw it all away oh i throw it all away like throwing faces at the sky like throwing arms round yesterday i stood and stared wide-eyed in front of you and the face i saw looked back the way i wanted to but i just can't hold my tears away the way you doelise believe i never wanted this i thought this time i'd keep all of my promises i thought you were the girl always dreamed about but i let the dream go and the promises broke and the make-believe ran out...oh elise it doesn't matter what you say i just can't stay here every yesterday like keep on acting out the same the way we act out every way to smile forget and make-believe we never needed any more than this any more than thisAND EVERY TIME TRY TO PICK IT UP LIKE FALLING SAND AS FAST AS I PICK IT UP IT RUNS AWAY FROM MY CLUTCHING HANDS(THIS IS THE BEST LYRIC IN ANY SONG EVER) but there's nothing else i can really do there's nothing else i can really do at all...

I'd like to meet:

SHELTER "LETTER TO A FRIEND" We were friends since school The punks were never cool But we didn't care anyway And even in the scene When it was cool to be mean We walked the other way Rebels from birth this world had no worth But then you went astray one day And I don't think it's right That you gave up the fight And walked away; you ran away We could of made that change, We could of set this world, This world on fire What happened to your desire How did you think that I would feel? Didn't you think I was for real? I know it's been so long since then But It's time I sent this letter to my friend WE HAD DREAMS AND SCHEMES THAT THEY LAUGHED ABOUT BUT WE DIDN'T CARE ANYWAY I FEEL HURT AND CONFUSED WHEN I THINK OF YOU WHERE DO YOU STAND MY FRIEND IS IT TOO LATE? WE STAYED UP ALL NIGHT AND TALKED ABOUT LIFE WE SEEMED SO SOBER THOSE DAYS WE STOOD SIDE BY SIDE AND I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU THREW IT AWAY WHAT CAN YOU SAY? Well I'm gonna make that change I'm gonna set this world This world on fire Who cares about your petty desires

Music:



MOZZZZ DUH! WARZONE JOHNNY CASH verbal assault judge yot bt1k shelter elvis george no show the possum jones the bruisers side by side underdog sheer terror skarhead u2 slapshot 7 seconds patsy cline no for an answer the smiths subzero one life crew angel crew wrecking crew cromags the misfits hank williams go!!! bad brains murphys law prince buster underdog freeze dag nasty negative approach positive approach gameface burn solidarity the clash the cure ignite mc chris chokehold mouthpiece turmoil antiheros reinforce hepcat minor threat big sandy and his fly rite boys the maytals municipal waste snapcase madball 3 inches of blood Oi!L turning point kayne west nas b.i.g. discipline gorilla biscuits upxfront agnostic front jim jones undertones good clean fun afrika bambata blood4blood the queers the jam outburst oxblood sam cooke stiff little fingers desmond dekker insurance risk the purple hearts eyeball killing time raw deal clenched fist gangreen dwight yoakham speak 714 intensity crucial youth unit pride outburst

Movies:

ZOMBIES!!!!! Dawn of the DEAD Braindead Grotesque Kung Fu Zombie Zombie Dellamorte Dellamorte Zombie Toxin Rot The Beyond Undead Zombie Lake Evildead Shaun of the Dead Redneck Zombies Stacy attack of the schoolgirl zombies BioCop BioZombie I Zombie The serpant and the Rainbow Plague of the Zombie Mulva Zombie Ass Kicker Hard Rock Zombies Ju-On The Curse Ju-On The Grudge Ricky Oh The Ladykillers Full Metal Yakuza Visitor Q Ichi the Killer Life of David Gale The bride of frank The Commitments American Movie Diary Of A Serieal Killer hk Is DEE DEE home? Haiku Tunnel Ricky Oh Suicide Circle Godmoney Jubilee Ripper Chinese Hercules Death Race 2000 Schramm MEN BEHIND THE SUN Fearofapunkplanet Killer Condom Stevie Class Of Nuke Em High1&2 Class of 1984 Cannibal Holocaust Tapeheads Ripper Suburbia Irreversible Cannibal Holocaust Dragon Vs. Vampire Run Ronnie Run Guinea Pig series Dogs in Space August Underground Cutting Moments Torched Gleaming the Cube A Mighty Wind Spontaneous Combustion The Black Samurai Casino Toxic Avenger Nekromantik1&2 Revolution 9 Switchblade Sisters Deported Women of the SS Special Section Leaving Las Vegas Suicide Death in Gaza The price of consumption Junk Anatomy Dead Pet Edge of Quarrel Surf Nazis Must Die The end of suburbia Wild Zero Sore Losers Guinea Pig Violent Shit 1&2 Romper Stomper Punk Drunk Love show videos ETC ETC ETC

Television:

simpsons seinfeld edge kids on america's most wanted cops mythbusters intervention athf family guy bum cribs and bum trading spaces

Books:

i don't think i'll ever wake up from this nightmare this reality that i'm getting older and that i've never took a breath as a free man will i ever know who i am ... i was fooled by the best and my heart pled no contest.. but i've lost so i'll take this unjust sentence and hope for a slap on the wrist.. i am not happy and its your fault i labored in the scorching sun and you could let me drink but you don't and i don't know why through all this agony there is understanding now i know your snares and the shackles no longer cut through flesh and bone... now i know freedom i have the oppurtunity to be inspired and to inspire you look at me and see a whipping post with every breath you choose to defile my trust.. but i've realized the more effort i put into our relationship the more effort i could put into myself

Heroes:

Jesus Christ and Johnny Cash

My Blog

happy holidays

Its a few days before xmas and a new year is on the way.. All i really have to say is i feel so blessed to have my family and  friends and what inspirations they are to me.. I could write a milli...
Posted by .uisce.beatha. on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 01:41:00 PST

lifeed

so tonight i hung out with some friends and came home and a  music infomercial came on... i remenecsed about my childhood living in the projects getting head lice and roaches crawling out of my b...
Posted by .uisce.beatha. on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 02:44:00 PST