I LIKE THAT!

Pretty much been living in a fantasy past 3 years. But reality always seem to come at you almost too fast. Always knew I didn't have much chance but never thought it'd end the way it did. How can I ever move on? I don't have a clue. How will I ever get rid of this? I don't have a clue. How much more booze will it take to throw you out of my system? I don't have a clue. But one thing I DO know is... that however dramatic this turned out to be, and it being one drama that didn't having an ending that I wanted more than anything I ever wanted, I still thank you for it. Now... One thing I wanted to avoid the most is letting others to see me as a weak, emotional, and sentimental guy, as you knew this better than anybody. But I'll allow it, cuz if anybody is worth it for, it'd be you. If this wasn't true love, I don't know what is. Good bye. 6/13/08