Amanda<Aphrodisiac>EC - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Aphrodisiac (af-ro-de-zi-ak) noun DEFINITION:A person(or drug)that arouses and intensifies sexual desire Thanks to those who hated me. You made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who envied me. You made my self-esteem grow stronger. Thanks to those who entered my life. You made me who i am today. Thanks to those who left. You showed me that nothing lasts forever. What if this is just the beginning We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming I'm Amandaand I'm probably more ditzy, more outgoing, less attractive, and less important than you areMy life's motto "After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security. You begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats With your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child You learn to build all your roads on today, because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. You learn that you really can endure, and that you really are strong and you really do have worth,and with every good bye you learn." I'm a cakeface, you're over it. I love you Grams..r.i.p. you will always be remembered and loved by those who's lives you touched "We tripped On the urge to feel alive But now we are struggling to survive this is all that's left: The empty bottles,and spent cigarettes."

My Interests

-Seductivesatire Livejournal-Amanda_Massacre!!!comment below!!! Oh em gee Amanda..let's bump uglies
you stumble and fall to your knees. But you get back up and walk, until your feet bleed.

I'd like to meet:

Heroes:

Brit-My best friend, siamese-twin seperated at birth, and my smoking buddy. I love her to death and no one else can compare Kaitlynn-This girl is simply amazing. I love her to death and I couldn't imagine my life without her in it Kasey-Confidant and close friend, I love her Josh-Such an amazing guy Aaron Gillespie-Singer for The Almost and drummer for Underoath..my hero Bird-Most amazing boy I know. Kindhearted and fucking sexy as hell..this boy has a special place in my heart always Fallout Roy-Amazing boy Momma-The woman who loves me the most..I love her to pieces Devan-Biggest dork I know and also the collest little sister ever Hannah-Other little sister, she looks up to me the most..I love her lots and lots

My Blog

For Kasey-

Tell me this is not the endKaseyYou, my love, my oldest friendKaseyI see you with flowers in your hairKaseyRunning around without a careYour days were numberedYeahAnd I want you to knowYou're doing th...
Posted by Amanda[[Aphrodisiac]]EC on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 10:37:00 PST

Yeah....

I miss home...looking at all my California friends' profiles made me realize just how much I ache for it.I miss:The sun, the sand between my toes, the random late night adventures with Garrett, gettin...
Posted by Amanda[[Aphrodisiac]]EC on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 12:04:00 PST

When the President Talks to God

When the president talks to GodAre the conversations brief or long?Does he ask to rape our women's' rightsAnd send poor farm kids off to die?Does God suggest an oil hikeWhen the president talks to God...
Posted by Amanda[[Aphrodisiac]]EC on Fri, 11 May 2007 03:05:00 PST

If we had sex =]

1. Would you be in control?2. Would you let me pull your hair?3. Would you whisper in my ear?4. Would you talk dirty to me?5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?6. Would you say...
Posted by Amanda[[Aphrodisiac]]EC on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 09:27:00 PST

boyfriend/girlfriend application =]

NAME:AGE:SCHOOL:FAV. TYPE OF MUSIC:FAV. BAND:ARE U INTERESTED IN ME? IF SO, WHY?DO U THINK IM UGLY?WHAT DO U THINK I AM?WHAT DO U LIKE ABOUT ME?DESCRIBE ME IN 3 WORDS:IF YOU COULD CHANGE N-E THING ABO...
Posted by Amanda[[Aphrodisiac]]EC on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 10:46:00 PST

Friendships

Friendships in my life have been a fairly fickle thing.The people I've lost as friends claim it's because I'm a stuck-up bitch, a backstabber, an egotistical moron, etc. And maybe they're right...but ...
Posted by Amanda[[Aphrodisiac]]EC on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 12:49:00 PST

Clarification

Some people are under the impression that I still care about them or what they think in any way..grow up, I cared about a select few of you..the rest of you have always been annoying.Maybe I am on an ...
Posted by Amanda[[Aphrodisiac]]EC on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 09:06:00 PST

The People Who Mean The World To Me

IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER..AND THERE ARE A FEW THAT ARE CLOSER THAN FAMILY THAT GOT ON MY MAIN PAGE ...
Posted by Amanda[[Aphrodisiac]]EC on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 11:26:00 PST